how am I supposed to do live without you
I really felt suffer with something....
Guy...Sorry because I Neglecting my blog again this few day....because I was busy with my assignment.....Now I just left one assignment...ok....back to the topic that I want to post for today....on this few day that I was happen many thing in my life....It might be change my life again.....BiBi I really felt the happiness you gave me....especially today you send the msg for me....I really can't think about that you will sent those msg for me....And I love the way you msg for me....today I was a bit unhappy....Bibi...you should know why I unhappy for it....
[sorry guy I won't tell you all what happen]I really scare the problem will happen on me again....because of the previous trouble....you let me felt so unsafe...although you comfort me....but I still will felt the fear....can you don't want let it happen again???cause I really really don't want the previous trouble happen with me again....I can't accept anymore.....will you always be with me....and let my felt that I always under protection with you??and will keep all the promise what you had told me???I really have a lot of thing want to tell you from my heart....But I don't know whether you will listen on my feeling or not.....I scare you will mad with me because I become like this again....But I just want let you know what am I thinking about....What is my feeling right now.....Felt so suffer with this.....don't know should I tell you my feeling....because scare will affect you mood....I really don't know what supposed I should do now....I scare until I cry....because no one will know my feeling now....it really suffer.....Tearing all of the night.....p/s: will you listen to my heart?
