I crying because of YOU

I always worried about you...
I always Love with you...
I always Care about you...
and
I always cry because of you...
my tear just for you....
my heart really pain...
I just wanna have happiness with you...
I want it FOREVER....
But...
Izzit I can have it??
I don't know....
Cause I really don't have any confidence for myself.....
I had be defeated...
I know I can't compare with those girl....
I know I'm not the pretty or sexy girl....
and I hate myself because I been defeated with them...
I hate myself why I'm so disappointing....
I really hates myself deeply...
Cause I just know how to cry...
and I just keep crying and crying....

But I just wanna to let you know...
I really can't live without you...
without you I really don't know I still can alive how long...

I need your Care...
I need your Love...
I need your express sympathy....
I need your everything's...
Can I???

Now I still crying because of YOU, I don't know why!!!
But I just want you to LOVE me FOREVER...
Can I with you long last forever???

p/s: I just wanna be with YOU