The Day when was Winter Solstice and Christmas Eve with♥

Christmas Eve at Bangsar Village Chilis♥

Guy...

so sorry for the lack update>.<

My Life at Dec is full of Happiness with my Lovely DarDar♥.

Because most of the time we spent together.

We laugh we eat we date we cook together.

Even we travel together^^

today this post gonna have 2 title because....

U guys view yourself la^^

Before the Day of Winter Solstice we plan went to Jusco to bought some food to cook^^

We bought so many thing^^

Love to shopping with my DarDar♥.

The day of Winter Solstice both of us sleep till 12pm then went out to buy dumpling powder

because we can't bought at Jusco there...

So after we bought we went back to prepare everything that we wanna eat for the lunch^^

I'm the one who prepare materials for the Lunch we want to eat and wash the dishes>.<

Then my DarDar♥ is the one who cook our Lunch^^

Our Lunch for the day is Spaghetti^^

I Love it^^

Also my DarDar♥ also got cook another dish is my favor that is "Chai Pu" egg and red bean^^

Although is a simple dish but I it so much^^

 

This is our Lunch for the Day♥

Spaghetti Time♥

Thx DarDar♥ cook for me^^

After finish our lunch DarDar♥ start to do the "Tang Yuan" for our Dessert.

Is all my DarDar♥ Hand-Made "Tang Yuan".

I felt so ♥Happiness♥ because of this^^

Dun think I dunno made o...

Actually I know just lazy only.

But I also got help my DarDar♥ boiled the syrup for the "Tang Yuan"  

Here is my DarDar♥ Home-Made "Tang Yuan"

Very Nice to eat^^

♥Sweet to the Heart♥

My heart feel so warm when together with my DarDar.

This year Christmas is a bit different for me.

I life until 21st Year old this time is my FIRST time celebrate Christmas.

Even though I been together with my DarDar♥ almost 3years.

But this is first time Celebrate Christmas with him also.

Because past 2year he was not at Malaysia.

I felt disappointed for the pass 2years.

But start from this years will be the different 

Because I already have my him and He is MINE!!!!

This Christmas Eve we when to Bangsar Village Chilis to had our Christmas Eve Dinner.

There was lots of people there because of the Christmas Eve.

We wait about 45minute just had a table for us.

The time already 10pm lo>.<

After that DarDar♥ order our Dinner. 

My DarDar♥ always like to order big portion food for me....

But luckily my DarDar♥ help me to eat too^^ 

Here is my Christmas Eve Dinner.

A very big portion for me>.<

Thx DarDar♥ help me to cut the corn out^^

 

My DarDar♥ Christmas Eve Dinner is the Faijats is right hand side that one.

Tastes okok only.

But my DarDar♥ also got made one for me to try^^

After we finish our Dinner we sure took photo lor=)

But the light is not good just got 2photo nice only>.<

 Hug-ing^^

Is our Sweet Sweet Love♥

I look so fat right?

With my DarDar about 1month I already gain 2kg>.<

But ok la....

That is Call : "Happiness"

 ♥DarDar & Me♥

With the Christmas Tree 

after count down Christmas

25-12-2010 with him♥

Quick Post

When to the Beach with my Hubby

First Time went to Beach with my Hubby

Both of Us wrote it^^

Guys I'm back^^

Sorry for lack of updated my blog>.<

Because recently is busy preparing my Online website.

But due to the busy I still got time have a short trip with my HuBby and his friend.

The trip was awesome. 

I really had lots of fun with my Hubby and his friend.

Also wanna Thx to my HuBby that he bring me along to this trip^^

I already have get all the photo...

But I will upload on Next post.

Today is Christmas Eve.

U all guys have plan any plan to celebrate with ur lover?

Me later will be went to Chilis with my HuBby to celebrate our 1st Christmas Eve.

Guys u all sure will be confuse about why is 1st time right?

Let me tell u all.

This is because 1year he have to work n he treat bad for me.

2nd year is because he at Japan because of the Lion Club year culture exchange student.

So in this3rd year we finally have a chance to celebrate together.

I wait this long time already.

Finally can celebrate with my Hubby^^

Later wanna dress up myself nicely to celebrate Christmas Eve with my HuBby^^

K...

I stop at here...

Will post next post soon when have time^^

Tata guys...

I wish you all have a Nice Christmas Eve with ur Lover^^

*Merry Christmas*

My Life on Dec

Angel and Amy

Double "A"

My Santarina Looks^^

Hai^^

I'm Back to here again.

Sorry for less updated on my bloggie,

because of I'm very busy on my online website.

Busying for took photo for those stock and arrange the stock.

So my website will opening soon ya^^

So guys pls stay tune on my next post for the latest new for my opening date^^

recently was happen many thing that we can't imagine it.

one of my blogger buddy Alviss Kong was died because of Love.

He choose suicide for ended his life>.<

When I heard this news I felt so sad on him.

Because it is not worth on it...

Maybe he think that it is worth on it.

But anyhow he was died.

I wish him can R.I.P.

Wish he can have another happier life.

This few day, 

it really happen many thing around me.

my Dear his friend say my life so dramatic.

This is because of something are happen around me let them felt that my life so dramatic.

At first I didn't felt that my life so dramatic after they said I just felt it.

It just can use one sentence to said it.

That is: 

[I felt funny when I met funny things in my life!] 

maybe you all will dunno what I said but it's ok.

Because that is my secret and not too good to public at here.

But I'm ok on it.

Because I dun care about what she said already.

I just do anything that I know is right.

because life is like that.

One of my previous Facebook wall post that status is.

Whenever you're in conflict with someone,

there is one factor that can make the difference

between damaging your relationship and deepening it.

That factor is "Attitude".

So I just do my best for myself and my Dear BiBi.

Because I know one day will know I'm t
he right one.

And I feel so Happy that is because I can with my Lovely Darling all day long^^

I Love together with him because let me feel the safe and Love.

Few more day will go to Penang travel with my lovely Dear and his friend.

Can't wait for this trip^^

p/s: waiting my dear back tht go for dinner^^

My Complicated feeling!

The sadness in my Heart

What should I do?

What is trust?

What I still can believe with you?

I really feel so disappointed with you!

I feel like my colorful world is gone and back to black and white!!

still left anything I can trust???

Why I so stupid when met you?

Why I still trust you like nobody business!!!

Can I still trust you???

Your heart is me or other?

Can you tell me honestly? 

求你们放过我！

笑容隐藏了我的伤心！

我肥来啦^^

荒废我的部落格整个星期了～～～

不是我不想写～～～

是我没有心情写！

时间过得真快！

新的一年又要到来了～～～

可以说我这一年过得很不顺！

我真的开始厌倦我的生活！

这几天我都在想为什么我的命运如此的坎坷！

我的心情每天都起起伏伏！

我不明白的是，

为什么不管我的事情要牵拖到我？

说到好像是我开始先一样！

你知道我的压力会很大吗？

莫名的罪名干嘛要压在我身上！

如果不相信我，就不要提！
我好不容易忘记这件事情，有让你们提起！
你知道现在我过的每一天，就像有个恶魔天天在夜里追我吗？
这整个星期我都睡不好！
现在的我又不知道要用多少的时间忘掉！
你们不是我，你永远不会知道那种滋味！
你们不会知道被人侮辱的感受！
我真的很痛苦你知道吗？
就当我求你们好吗？
放过我好吗？
我只想平平淡淡的过我要的生活！

我真的很想忘掉所有在我生活中发生的不愉快的事情！
本来我是不想写的！
就是我没有地方发泄，唯有选择在这里！
最后想告诉你们的是！
【你要和你的女朋友分手是你的事情你们的家事，请不要把我给牵涉进去！】
你知道吗？
你们给了我很巨大的压力让我喘不过气来！
我怕了！
就当我拜托你们求你们！
放过我好吗？
因为我真的很想忘记！
我不想再想起！！！
因为这件事情让我最近情绪一直的失控！
她真的带来给我很大的影响和阴影！

现在的我只期待即将来临的旅程！
我希望这一趟的旅程能让我忘了所有和开开心心的过完这一年！
老公，宝贝我很期待我们一起过圣诞节和我们的3周年纪念日！

Special Experience for the Christmas Event Jobs as Santarina.

Early Wish to you all Guys Merry Christmas.

My 1st time as Santarina Look^^

Guys...

Photo has been uploaded at my blog now^^

Suppose I will be work till end of Christmas but due to the event keep changing the time let me cannot make it.

So I just work for 2days only...

Anyway I was enjoying while works as this Event jobs.

2days I also work as the same time but having 3 section per day with 3hours only>.<

1st Section is 1pm-1.30pm at Sunway Giza walkabout with giving out the voucher to crowd.

Sexy Back^^

This is the 1st section only...

Alone only.

After finish this section went to second section is at IKANO POWER CENTER.

this section is start from 4.30pm till 5.30pm.

This section is to guide those kids who are join this section to decorate the Ginger Bread Man.

Giving out the Ginger Bread Man to Kids^^

See..

I'm teaching this little Princess decorate her

Ginger Bread Man^^

After finish help those kid to pack their Ginger Bread Man^^

My Dear said this one is nice o^^

My Dear is one of the organizer for this Event^^

My Hubby is Handsome^^

Dear I Love You.

My Dear told me to look at the camera when his friend

Jacky Ng help me to capture nice photo^^

Dunno why I simply Love this photo so much^^

After finish this section,

the last section is start at 7pm to 8pm at Sunway Giza for the Santarina.

So we need to rush back to Sunway GIza for the last section.

At this night section I no need to walk alone because got other Santarina and Santa will together with me.

This section we also got give out the voucher and candies to the crowd and took photo with the crowd^^

Down there have some photo.

Me and Amy [Eric Friend]

Finish preparing...

Was thinking something non-sens>.<

That my stupid Dear told me at afternoon>.<

this one suppose can be nice de..

But my hair too messy because of the wind>.<

But my Dear and his friend as the photographer said 

this one nice and Nature.

I Love this one the most^^

Waiting my Dear come>.<

My Dear and Me are holding the Ginger Bread Man to Wish you all guys 

Merry Christmas^^

I feel that I'm happy because have a chance to works as Santarina.
This job is awesome although need to wear high-heel stand whole day^^
It was a special memories for me^^

Thx to my Hubby and His Friend Eric to giving a chance.
Also wanna special Thx to my Dear his friend Jacky Ng as my Photographer^^
Thx for all the gorgeous pictures ya^^
And I can't wait for the trip with you all guys at Penang.

Guys enjoy my photo ya^^

藏了一年的心事，终于对伯母您说了出来。

给你们一个“Peace”

26th Nov 2010

很开心因为和我BiBi的mummy见面还聊了很多的东西^^

我的他下午来在我本来是说要去买工作要用到的东西的，

但是要载他的母亲所以我们就取消了那个行程，而陪伴他的妈咪^^

我们去了Subang SS15 的Snow Flake 吃他们最出名的best Seller.

就在那时候我和她的妈咪聊了好多好多的事情。。。

【当第一次见到伯母的时候，我心里就把伯母当成自己的亲人了】

聊了整整一个小时多然后就去Bangsar Village 哪里的Chilis享用我们的晚餐^^

我老公，我，他的妈咪还有我老公的朋友一起吃。。。

我们点了好多好多的餐点。。。

吃到最后大家都吃不完因为那里的餐点的分量太多太大盘了～～～

吃完了之后，我们就在餐厅里面聊天。。。

聊了好多好多的事情^^

我也非常的惊讶因为提到一些事情！

现在的我好忧郁，因为我不知道该不该这样！

不知道我这样做会是对的还是错的！

天啊～～～

我到底该怎样才好！

我不像想了！！！

就听长辈的话吧!

但是告诉了你，我心真的放下了！

我会答应伯母你，我再也不会乱想了！

谢谢您。

不想写了～～～

要睡觉了～～～

明天工作的时间改去1.30pm。。。

10am就要出门了～～～

做完工再继续吧^^

晚安各位～～～

还有还有！

我要谢谢我老公的妈咪^^

因为每次都请我吃好吃的东西^^

真的很谢谢伯母您！

因为你那么的疼惜我^^

谢谢您～我爱你^^

Gonna start my Event Job this coming Saturday.

my make-up skill still need to improve>.<

missing me???
about 1week++ I never touch my bloggie already....
because I was like busy finding job and hang out with him!

Finally I get an event job for myself...
Thx my bf and his friend to give me a chance to work....
So I will work at Ikano Power Center and Sunway Giza every Sat and Sun till end of X'Mas.
it's two different kind of job on one days....
So I wish everything will go smooth.....
And I need to keep fit.
If not it will not good on it...>.<
Pls let me slim on this 2days>.<

Actually I feel so excited for my 1st day of event job because this is my reverie job....
I can't imagine that I have this chance for it.....
I hope I can have a good time on that job.....
And hope to see u guys at there=)
will give u all candy when u all saw me..
lolx....
Will let u all know when I my job start^^
So pls stay tune on my post so you guys will have surprise on me^^
Nite~

my scary eye look>.<

to end my post today^^

想念他到自己生病了

我是肥肥Angel❤

lolx.

看看我又滚回上来了^^
但是这次却滚得很辛苦>.<
那是因为我生病了！
生病真的好辛苦！
没有胃口吃东西，虽然很饿但是却没有食欲！
看到在美味的食物都吃不下！
只想快快的好起来！
要不然我的样子真的会吓跑人！
有时候生病也有好处是因为可以自然而然的瘦了^^
因为生病我一天不见了1公斤！
虽然可以瘦但是一点也不好过！
因为很辛苦！
加上他又不在我身旁！>.<
不知道是不是太想念他了而自己病倒了！>.<

这几天我都有和我的他联络！
也有和他的mummy聊天^^
我很开心是因为让我多了一个母亲关心我。。。
我好期待我的他回来！
他答应我当他回来的时候，第一时间就会来找我！
因为他说想第一时间就见到我！^^
我很开心是因为他也很想念我^^
他的一句话：我想第一时间就见到你！
就是这句话让我更加的期待他快点回国！
已经好多天都见不到他了，
我却像傻瓜一样的天天抱着小头等待他的回来！

这就是我和小头啦^^

说真的，

想念的时间真的特别的难过！

因为心里会不断的想他在干吗～～～

回想他到底有没有在想我～～～

就是会有一箩箩的问题缠绕在我的头脑！

或许这样会让我们见面的时候更加珍惜彼此拥有的时间！

我在不喜欢这种离别的场景我也得习惯！

因为我的他拥有他自己的梦想，就是成为一名很成功的魔术师！

所以我真的不能在那么的自私地霸占他的全部！

我也要习惯他不在我身边的时候！

有时候的我却好想自私地霸占他！

我知道我这种想法很自私，没办法啊！

谁叫我爱他啊！

现在自己也不敢再想那么多了！

唯有走一步算一步！

时间一分一秒的过去。。。

他回国的时间也慢慢的在倒数着！

我真的非常的期待他的回来！

他也答应我会买给我可爱的泰迪熊^^

都不知道是不是真的>.<

上次也说会有结果他自己忘了>.<

你欠我两只Teddy Bear了哦～～～

不要忘了我的Teddy Bear....

哈哈哈哈～～～

说到Teddy Bear 让我想起他问我的一样事情！

他说要是他中了奖赢了几百亿或是有一天发达了我想要的是什么？

我却说我要很大很大的Teddy Bear!

我的他却突然不出声一下下～～～

然后却说：

我有那么多的钱你为什么就要一只Teddy Bear? 这我平时都可以买给你啊。。

我想告诉你我也不知道为什么我会要泰迪熊！

其实你送给我的每一个泰迪熊都有他们自己的故事！

每当看见它们就会想起以前的事情！

就像回忆一样！它们每一个都带给我很多的欢乐！

我要他们是因为当你不在我身边的时候，

它们代替了你的位子陪伴我每一个寂寞孤独的夜晚！

其实有时自己还会幻想自己最爱的人用了只很大很可爱的Teddy Bear,

自己的爱人抱着那个Teddy Bear捧着一束玫瑰花向我求婚！

那个画面还真的很浪漫^^

【我的天啊！我好不要脸的说出这些话！“含嫁”】

我真的看太多的偶像剧了！lolx.

好了我不多说了。。。

再说下去，你们看到都会觉得我不要脸！

哈哈哈哈哈～～～

不要被我的不要脸事情而不再看我的部落格哦^^

好啦～～～

期待我的下一篇文章吧^^

tata...

p/s：Miss my Dear badly!

他对我的话，让我充满了力量❤

为他拍下的美美照片，

他却说不美>.<

我真的有那么难看吗？

【I ❤ My Bear Necklace】

我终于滚回来啦=)

想我吗？？？lolx

最近的我总是感觉到很奇妙～～～

我的他更加的让我觉得他很奇妙～～～

他让我仿佛看见了我要的我期待的一切～～～

虽然现在的我们距离千里之外～

因为他告诉我一些事情让我整个心都暖了起来～

对！

我要的就是你对我说的这一切！

酒后吐真言我真的很相信因为这是他第二次喝醉了告诉我的话！

虽然就是一句简单的：

【i love you... Not anyone, only u.... More than what u think.... Miss u...】

我爱你没有其他人就是我！

我听了心里真的很开心～

所以我真的很相信酒后会吐真言！

当我真真爱上了一个人，

我很容易被他的一言一语给感动！

就像我的他一样！

我对爱情曾经失望过，但是我还是相信世界上会有真爱！

只要我默默地守护！

所以我不放弃任何的机会！

面对他，

我就想赤裸的躯壳一样！

他看透了我的一切的里里外外！

我也不隐瞒我的一切！

我曾经有隐藏，但是现在的我却没了！

如果一段爱情中有隐瞒的话，时间久了事实还是会揭穿！

就像是纸包不住火一样的道理！

说真的，

以前我对他还是有所保留，

那是因为我害怕在被受伤害！

但是现在的我不会了！

因为我有了他，是他帮我打开了我的彩色世界！

虽然我们的恋情不能说是完美，

因为曾经的事情让我们之间留下了很深的历史！

可以说是心中的教训！

如果我告诉你我忘了我没有去想，那是骗你的！

除非我失意！

对，有时候的我还是会想起！

也曾经对你的爱减少过！

但是我都知道这些事情都是过去式！

所以我都把这些事情当作是我人生的经历！

要不是有这些经历，我都不知道我在你心里的地位！

因为这些经历让我更加懂得去争取和珍惜我所爱的人你！

我发现自己对你的爱就像是我的心脏一样！

你是我的全部！没有了你，我就活不了了～～～

只想告诉你，

我不介意曾经在我们恋情里面穿插的那些破坏我们的陌生人！

因为那些都不重要了！

最重要的是我只在意你对我的心是否是真心的！

还有一个月多就是我们在一起的3周年了～～～

我们计划了上云顶庆祝～～～

其实没想过要上云顶庆祝的，怎知道碰巧那天是黄子华的talk show...

所以我们就计划一起去看和庆祝我们的周年日^^

希望一切的计划能够完成～～～

宝贝我会让你也有个难忘的惊喜！

现在不能告诉你是什么！

到了那天你就会知道了^^

我只想和你一辈子的在一起！

记得你对我的约定！

爱你的我❤

心情很糟糕!!!

Angel with Cutie Xiao Tou

还有一个星期多他才回来!

他告诉我说他想我,我真的被他的字语吓到了！

因为要他从嘴里说出他想我是多么难的事情！

我有点不可思议！

虽然他是双鱼座但是他一点情调都没有！

哈哈哈哈～～～～～

我真的不知道自己到底要写什么!!!

因为他7早8早的把我的心情弄得很糟糕!!!!

算吧！

等我有心情想写的时候在上来写吧！

现在就让我闹一闹我自己的空间吧！

我滚了～～～

我开始想你了!!!!

我颈项的熊熊项链是你给我的♥

它陪伴了我就快3年了♥

再多12个小时，他将会飞去菲律宾的Cebu表演～～～
18号才会回来!!!!
心里真的很难受，因为又看不到他！
其实我不喜欢这样的分离！
因为我会无时无刻地想起他！
我怕我忍不住眼泪!!!!
但是我在不喜欢我也得接受因为那是他的兴趣他的工作！
我不断的安慰自己时间很快过。。。
他很快又会回来我的身边的！
曲曲的十天时间应该会很快的过吧！
虽然天天在他身边的小头现在暂时和我一起，
因为他知道没有他在我身边的时候，我会把小头当成是他！
但是你应该知道我要的不是小头而是你！
我颈上的熊熊项链是你给我的，他陪了无数的喜怒哀乐日子快3年了。
因为你知道我超级喜欢毛毛熊所以当你看到可爱的你都会买给我！
现在它们都是我寂寞的时候陪伴我的。
我心里多么的希望它们是你！
你可以快点回来还吗？
我真的很想你♥!!!!

p/s: I really miss you badly!!!

笑容隐藏了我好多的事情！

这只是虚伪的笑容！

我的表情却和心里的不一样！

慢慢的我发觉没有人是真真地了解我！

没有人了解我心里想做什么！【除了"他"】

我也知道我自己为了让身边的人开心我会随着大队一起去完成！

这也不代表我不喜欢！

我只是有我自己更加喜欢的事情想做！

算了吧！

就当是我在发白日梦！

现在的我不想那么多了！

现在最主要的是努力工作赚钱继续我的学业！

还有的是努力的瘦身！

那是因为想让自己穿得更加的有信心！

对！

笑容可以隐藏很多的事情！

就像我的笑容一样！

你们看是开心，但是心里却有满满的心事！

我的笑容只是一个可以让我隐藏心事的办法！

但是我会努力的让自己笑容变得真真开心的笑容！

加油吧-Angel

学会抛开所有负面和不开心的事情!

我喜欢笑容=)

因为笑容能帮我隐藏所有的不快乐^^

不知道为什么我总是喜欢面对镜头！
或许镜头能让我陶醉在那一瞬间，

让我忘了一切的忧愁和烦恼！
看见自己在镜头里的每一个表情就觉得自己好好笑^^

因为我总是有很多好笑的表情^^

对！
照片只能回忆，

过去的事情也只能回忆！

如果我一直活在过去或
永远只想念过去只会让我无法的成长！

不是不能想，
偶尔想一想没关系！

现在我应该学会放下所有的不开心或是负面的事情了!
所以那些负面事情我不想再理会了！

因为那些事情只会让我活在痛苦里!

活了21年，

现在才发觉自己还没有成长！

因为每次都把不开心的事情死死记在心里！

我要学会抛开所有不好的东西!

我要让自己活得更加的幸福快乐！

让自己能在每一样的事情里进步！
我应该向前看而不是向后看，

迈向我的目标前进吧!
加油-Angel❤

My Graduation Ceremony on 29th Oct 2010 at Grand Dorsett Subang Hotel

Me and my Bf ❤

[Click it] Facebook Graduation Album

29th Oct 2010 

is my big day also is the day I end my study life continued my future career!

On my graduation ceremony I got a bit disappointed because my parent was not free on that day so just my bf attend my Convo.

But I also felt proud because my dear is attend my Convo^^

My dear was so pity because he alone wait me at the ballroom.....

anyway thx my dear attend my Convo and let me share my happier time with you all day long^^

On this Convo is a very special Convo to me because my Pass away friend 

[Zen Lim Jian Da]

is get an Award on his study and graduated with me on the same time=)

Zen I will remember all the moment when u cry together with me, make me smile and many things u done for me and ur beloved friends ~~~~ You always is our best friend in out heart! Congratulation to you Zen=) Remember we all will miss you!

Hope you at Heaven can receive it and you are a graduated student^^

Enjoy Ur colorful life ya=)

ok....

Back to topic.....

After the graduation ceremony end,

me and my friend went to took photo together and also took photo with my Dear also some lecturer=)

Me and my Bf ❤

 Eu Jie, Mr.Andrew Ho and Me

 Ming Hung, Angel and Eu Jie

Ming Hung, Angel and Eu Jie

Ming Hung, Our HOP and Eu Jie

 HOP and My Lovely BF 

 Angel and Nanthini

HOP and my friend Nanthini

 Angel with HOP school of Business=)

My Dear Dear ❤

 My Hubby and Me ❤

Angel

Waiting at Car because my dear went down help me buy breakfast^^

Thx my Dear Hubby❤

Me and Our Lovely Xiao Tou^^❤

After my Dear help me buy my breakfast we went back to eat than we chat lots and fool around....

Thx my Dear was took his own time to attend my Graduation=)

I really Love You ❤ so much because of You!

Dear remember you still owe me one Teddy Bear o....

I dun care I wan it!!!!!!!

I wan new Teddy Bear!!!

I wan Big teddy Bear!!!!

Dun forget my Teddy bear ya!!!!

p/s: still have some of the photo....

Will upload when I get it=)