why I'm rushing still wanna blogging....
because something is happen....
I really don't know who can be my listener...
So I decide to write at here....
TOday went to huBby place to find him...
cause I miss him a lot and also is near my college....
so after 12pm class I go to find my huBby as well.....
Starting I was very happy cause he said some sweet words and honeyed phrases for me....
I really love it^^
but when I want go to my another class at 2pm....
He brother is call him and told him something about the Japan matter....
I was very sad because my HubBy will go there about 2 week or 3 months....
I can't meet my HubBy and can't hug my huBby....
I really miss him when he not beside me....
I really can imagine how I will spend my time without my HubBy.....
I really don't want he go to Japan cause I will miss him like crazy....
I know I very self-fish....
But this is the dream for him, so I can't be so self-fish don't let him go....
But I really don't want he leave me so long.....
I know I will cry whole day without him....
I know I will miss him every second....
I know I will be the lonely girl without him.....
I know I will be getting weakness without him.....
I know I will always count the day he come back to my site.....
The day without him, I think I will a body without soul.....
I miss him so much....
even 1 day I also can't.....
although is 2week++
I will get crazy.....
Now I really don't know what can I do....
just hope the time now will go slow and slow...
so I have more time be with him.....
BiBi....
I miss you so much....
p/s: without you I really will cry....coz I will miss you like crazy...
2 comments:
Dont worry.. As it is your hubby dream to go to japan, so, dont ruin his excited feeling to there and let him enjoy the trip there and of course, wait for the day he came back, and both of you can live happily again. SO, dont worry and dont be sad. ok? Everything will be fine. =)
I know ah....so now I just let him do whatever he want to do....I won't spoil he dreamz.....
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