Pray HARD!!!!!!

My Face Without Make-up>.<

The Formal Wear I Have^^

I Look so curious!

Yeah~~~
Tomorrow is my graduation day^^

Time really pass so fast!

I already been stay at home do nothing about 2months!

I really dun like the life I having now because feel so lifeless!!!!

Anyway~~~

Now my parent keep help me finding my career.....

everyday ask me about how is the job what job you want!!!!

OMG!!!!

Sometime I really dunno what they mind thinking about!

When I get a good offer by the big company but they dun like....

now let me stuck at here with nothing!!!!

Lifeless!!!!

Ok....get back topic ya....

Tomorrow I think I should be happy because is my graduation day....

But now I dun think so because my parent are not free on tomorrow....

I feel so disappointed for it.....

My big day without Parent how am I happy?

I really hope got Miracle happen on me!!!

Because I dun wan be alone with my graduation day!!!!

I really wanna share my happy thing with my parent!!!!

God!!!!

Pls help me!!!!!

The Sadness

谁能带我逃离痛苦？

真的无法想象我现在的心情！

我的心真的很痛！

痛得无可救药！

你会做何感想，

如果被自己的家人说你是带滖整家人的人还叫你马上搬走，

你心里会有怎样的感受？？？

我真的不知道为什么我会有这样的命！

当他们这样说我的时候，

我的心真的打从跌到谷底！

我真的好伤心！

我的眼泪却不停的从我脸颊流了下来！

真的好希望有人现在能让我依靠！

是不是我的命就是注定要这样的坎坷吗？

我真的不明白！

我好想离开这伤心的地方！

谁能待我逃离这痛苦世界？？？

At Segamat again^^

Guy...
Now I at my Biii home town...
yup!
I'm following my Biii come back again....
This time I follow with my Biii mummy together...
cause she came to KL to fetch his elder son gf parent from China...
So we went back to segamat together...
Yesterday night....
We went to One Utama SHOGUN BUFFER to took our dinner=)
I knew recently I keep eat...
But I will control it...
I know this week at Segamat I will keep eating.....
LoLx...

I will blog when got mood...
cause now not really feeling well>.<

p/s:
Have a good rest with my HubBy

2nd , 3rd ,& 4th Day at Segamat 30th OCT-1st NOV

30th OCT 2009
Our Second Day at Segamat....
We woke up quite late cause yesterday was drank>.<
We woke up at 2pm++
After done ourselves....
Biii❤ bring me go to ate the chicken rice...
I knew you guy will say what is the different...
It really nothing different...
But...
This Chicken Rice was accompanied my Biii❤ until now...
But it really yummy=)
After finish our Brunch....
We took our Lappy to Format>.<

About 6pm....
Biii❤ mummy call.....
Ask us took our Dinner together....
We went there...
Biii❤ mummy was order some food...
When we reached....
We order also...
I met Biii❤ cousin...
His cousin have stall at there...
So we order their Fish and Rojak....
All the ingredient are special...
But was yummy=)

After finish our Dinner...
We went back to take a rest....
We play with the dog....
about 10pm...
Biiii❤ felt hungry again...
So Biii❤ bring along me go to buy Supper....
haha...
You know we buy what???
We buy Burger....
1st time eat those burger...
Because if I eat burger I always eat MCD Burger....
But this time I ate the burger from those stall=)
Taste yummy then MCD...
LoLx

♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥

31st OCT 2009
Our Third day at Segamat...
Biii❤ wake my up at 8am....
Cause he haven't sleep...
And he want me accompany him go to buy breakfast.....
Now I really love to stay at Segamat...
Cause it really have many yummy food and the price is cheap....
This day was nothing special...

Just a normal day....
We lazy go out to eat...
Cause we took car to repair and service...
So we was tired....
then we buy our dinner and take away....
After that we take a rest...
Sleep...
ZZZzz

♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥

1st NOV 2009
Our 4th day at Segamat....
We wake up about 11am....
The Biii❤ bring me go to eat "Hakka Lei Cha"
I Love this so much...
Because is very healthy and Biii❤ order 1"慥米饭"for me=)
Because Biii❤ knew I Love that rice=)
here is the yummy "Lei Cha"

❤客家河婆擂茶❤

❤Hakka Ho Po Lei Cha❤
with
❤"Yong Tao Fu"❤

We also have take away 1set to Biii❤ mummy=)

At night....
Biii❤ bring me go to other place to took our Dinner=)
That place is famous the Otak-Otak and many...
So we went they=)
Bii❤ order egg, vegetble, Otak-Otak and Petai Sotong=)
Here is the yummuy was orderd by my Biii❤

❤Egg❤
❤芙蓉蛋❤

❤Vegetable❤
❤咸鱼豆芽菜❤

❤Otak-Otak❤

❤Petai Sotong❤
❤臭豆苏东❤

Guy you know how much we ate for this dinner....
Just only RM28 only...

TOTAL: RM28!!!!

Damn Cheap....
All the food was taste good...
Very nice and worth to eat...
At KL you won't get this price...
if at KL it will cost us RM40++

Reached home...
I start to cam whore again...
I don't care who beside me...
I just cam...
Althought Biii❤ mummy beside me...
LoLx
Here some photo to you all=)
Sorry because my ugly face>.<

look like Japanese Girl???
I don't think so>.<

❤Happy came over to disturb me>.<❤

❤Cute❤

❤Cutie Happy & Angel❤

❤Happy was cam whore with Angel❤

❤See Happy knew how to posing=)❤

❤Angel with Happy❤

Suppose got 3 cutie doggy...
But just Happy only can cam with me...
Cause other doggy very naughty>.<
cannot stay properly...>.<

♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥

p/s:
I miss the moment be with those 3 cutie doggy>.<
Also miss the moment with my Biii❤
I enjoy the moment very much=)

♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥

Thanks For the Caring...I'm Fine=)

Guys,
I'm really ok now...
Thanks for your's all caring....
I know my previous post let you all worried about me...
But I'm really ok now....
I really can't imagine why yesterday I will doses like that....
I know that my act was scare you all...
but yesterday I really drank whole bottle of wine and beer....
and get drunk a bit....
haha....
Maybe I too suffer with my life...

Guys,
don't think is my relationship problem o....
because is no...
I know some of you's will think is my relationship problem...
but is not...

haha...
my blog not just for relationship only....
still will write some family, friend or others.....
maybe might less on those post la....
LoLx....

yesterday post is my family problem.....
So I just can pretend quiet and do nothing....

anyway....
Thanks for who are send the comment for me and care about me....
I'm fine now.....
Sorry that I was let you all worried about me.....

p/s: Hope will solve it nicely without argue...
LoLx

Daddy I Miss YOU =(

Now I really in BADLY MOOD!
And I wish I can be stronger!
But I can't!
Because I miss YOU "My LOVELY DADDY"

My daddy is sick....
And now my daddy is alone in the Hospital now......
I really worried about my daddy healthy...
I know I can't loss HIM....
Because HE is the most important person in my whole life!
I really hope my daddy can leave hospital soon....
cause I miss HIM!
I always pray to him.....
I wish my daddy can faster get well soon.....

Guy,
Can you all help to pray.......

Will go to visit my daddy later at Subang Jaya Medical Center>.<

p/s: Daddy faster get well soon.
We need you!
You can fall down!
We will always support on you!
Daddy I need you!
I will always pray for you!
I LOVE YOU DAddy!
muacksssssss

Am I Fatty-_-'''

Done Myself
❤
prepare go out with HubBy n huBby mummy

Hey Guys....
I'm back....
Miss me???
LoLx....

Ok...
Back to the topic....
Seriously, I'm getting fatter day by day, diet plan FAILED!
Hopefully, my babe wont send me a complaint letter about I become FATTY.
Recently I always enjoy those yummy food with my Babe.....
hehehe..
You know I know all know, Me and my Babe love fooooooood! ♥
From last Wednesday Dinner with Him at
SUNWAY@BUBBA GRUMP SHRIMP....

Yesterday,
I hang out with my Babe mummy again.....
Why I will said I'm become fatter day by day...
Because of....
because of I took my breakfast 3 time with different people different place....

9am++
I took my breakfast with my Family....
after finish my breakfast my babe call me say will come to fetch me and having breakfast with he mummy....
when I heard about that, I was shock....
because I need to took my breakfast 2nd time.....
So I just pretend that I haven't took any fooooooooood..............

10am
Hubby reach my house and wait for me....
So I quickly done myself.....
After I done myself we straight away go to Kuchai Lama....
cause HubBy mummy stay at he 2nd brother house there....
we reach there about 10.30am.....
HubBy brother still haven't woke up because last night they watch might night movie....
so me and my HubBy need to wait for them....
He brother told us we go to have some tea first....
when they done will call us....
so me and my babe go to took our breakfast not tea.....
HubBy bring me go to one of the famous Dim Sium at Kuchai Lama there....
ok....
this time we didn't order so much....
cause later still want to took our brunch with Babe mummy....
*no photo for the food....*
after finish our Dim Sium.....
HubBy brother call us and told us go to the
KUCHAI LAMA@JoJo Pan Mee there for the Brunch....
OMG....
Seriously, my stomch is full....
how can I eat again.....

In order don't want to let HubBy mummy disappointed with me....
I just eatttttttt......
I eat until want to vomit......
I eat just because don't want hubBy mummy felt disappointed with me.....
So....
guy you all think how am I won't become FATTY just for this few day!!!!

As well after finish our brunch we accompany auntie go to Pet shop to buy some pet accessories....
When finish buying.....
we go to another place to continued our shopping....
guy you all should know Girl like to shopping......
We go to MO to shop....
This shop sell all the branded cloth.....
I saw an one peace dresses.....
It really nice......
On that time I really want to buy it.....
cause it really attract me....
at last I also didn't buy it...
cause don't know when I just can wear it.....
LoLx.....

After done our shopping season....
we headed to Sri Petaling to took the most famous dessert.....
haha.....
that is Cendol and Rojak.....
this time I share with my HubBy cause I know I can't finish at all......

when finish our dessert....
our date with auntie is end....
cause hubBy mummy need to go back to Segamat lo......

after that we as usual go to hubBy place for a rest 1st.....
about 5pm++
HubBy hungry lo.....
so I go to buy dinner for my huBby.....
ok....
I admit that I also got eat.....
I ate SnowFlake and the Korean Pan Cake=)

I already promise myself that I want to DIET on today....
But I falied again....
becaues today I took my lunch with HubBy at
SUNWAY@The Manhattan Fish Market
ok....
I will post the photo tomorrow for you all to view......

Guy you all think how can I slim down....
Now I really getting fatter day by day......
So I'm FATTY-_-'''
How am I to Slim down???

p/s: ♥love the moment chat with HubBy mummy♥
Angel, pls stop eating so much......
If not you will become FATTY....
And Not pretty lo....
HubBy I Love the moment be with you♥
muackssss♥♥♥

27-4-2009 another date with HubBy Family...

*just done myself*

yesterday it was a great day with my hUbBy family...
at1st me and HubBy go to he bro house find them....
after we meet them we decided go to Mid Vally to having our Lunch....
*haha*
My HubBy felt surprise because I 1st time finish my meals....
cause I always can't finish my meals....
my HubBy bro said maybe is he mom say I eat so little, so I finish all lo....
yup...
that true...
cause he mom said I always eat so little....
so I eat finish lo...
I'm totally full at that moment...
during at that moment we also got take picture with auntie....
but I haven't get that picture...
cause at he bro gf there....

after the lunch...
we accompany he elder bro gf buy laptop....
we go to LowYat plaza....
HubBy mom also go there buy some iPhone stuff....
after finish buy everything....
we go to fetch he 2nd bro gf.....
me and HubBy go to SS2 wait for them to take our dinner....
It was a great day with my HubBy family.....

when my hubby fetch me back...
he ask me....
how I write my blog without photo....
at that moment I just realize I didn't take any photo with HubBy*sob*
then I blame him why don't say early....
but nvm la...
we still got1 photo is take with he mom....
I will Upload this photo later get it.....^^

p/s: I felt my hUbBy mum is happy cause all her son is accompany her and also all her son gf....I won't forget this moment with them

DAISO Opening Ceremony n hang out with HubBy n he mum

Today 28-3-2009 is Daiso Opening ceremony at Puchong IOI Mall...
I going there because of my huBby relative is there and the owner of DAISO is he relative...
so we go there for support them...

Done myself and waiting my huBby came to fetch me...
about 10.45am++ my huBby reach my house le...
he mummy and he brother gf are there because he brother have some thing to do so he responsible to fetch them at Sunway...

after my huBby fetch me, we directly go to IOI mall...
we reach there about 11am...

here is the New wing for IOI mall...
izzit their New wing concept look like 1U???


here is DAISO at IOI mall Puchong...
this shop sell all the things always is RM5 only...
And everything also imported from JAPAN...
it really worth...
they have sell cosmetic, daily use, pet things, stationary, etc...
really have many people came to support it...
guys...
remember must come to support DAISO ya^^

me, huBby and he bro girl friend accompany auntie to look some stuff...
during our DAISO time it really funny...
And also the first time I met so many huBby relative at the same time...
they really kind...
I also meet some VIP...
felt really supries cause my HubBy know so many VIP...
all also the important people...

after huBby mum introduce those relative and VIP let us know...
me and hubby go to outside waiting he mummy...
while we waiting...
we cam again^^



♥BaoBei n HubBy♥



Boswell ♥ Angel


HubBy why U look so fierce-_-'''
I really like to cam with my Hubby always...
cause I really want to drop down all our time and moment....

after this...
He brother decided meet us at Sunway for our lunch...
so next round we go to Sunway to meet he brother...
HubBy mum suggest want go to eat 'hakka food'...
so we choose the "ying ker lou" restaurant for our lunch...
those food at there quite OK la...

*not photo to u all guys see*

so after our lunch we go to take those staff to them cause he mummy want go to Damansara or Kepong to attend some course...
after that HubBy sent me back...

Don't know why recently I really need my huBby 24hours beside me...
cause recently I will suddenly felt loneliness...
without him I really not safety at all...
because of this I always argue with him....
and I also don't know why...
I don't want have any arguement with my HubBy anymore...
cause it really sad and suffer to us...

HubBy sorry that recenlty I did so many stupid thing...
hope you will understand my feeling...
I really need you...
because I LOVE You...

p/s:having great day with my HubBy and he family...n I love my Hubby so much...♥muacksss♥

Having Dinner at Tenji with HubBy and he family^^

27-3-2009
Today Suddenly meet my HubBy mom...
Cause HubBy mummy come to KL for some course...
So she call me together to having dinner with them...

Before I having dinner with them, I have some argument with my HubBy cause I blame him because he no time accompany me recently...
With this argument I really felt unhappay and I cry...
but suddenly my HubBy mom call him to bring me together having dinner with them...
I really felt surprise...

So I promise him that I will go together with them...
so every unhappy feel is gone...because of this...

Just finish prepare myself...^^
after I done myself then HubBy come to fetch me go to Tenji...
on the way we go to Mont Kiara is having terrible traffic jam...
we almost late for the dinner...
but luckily we reach there on time...

here is the Tenji Japanese Buffet...
this is the second time I come here for my Dinner...
last time I came because of my HubBy Chinese Birthday...
But this time is different a bit...
cause we go together with he mom, he relative, brother and he bro girl friend...

Inside the environment is really nice and comfortable...
what we have do during our dinner...
haha...
sure we chat lo...
*miss all the photoshoot session*

bla...bla...bla...
aiyo...
too many things la...
so I skip this part...

I really enjoy this dinner with he family...
cause there really kind to me....
I also want to thank you to my HubBy mummy to treat me delicious Japanese food for dinner...
Thanks you...

Tomorrow 28-3-09 I need to attend the DAISO opening Ceremony at IOI mall Puchong...
cause this shop is my HubBy relative open de...
so I need to go to support it^^

p/s: today I really did not take any photo with him because of....hahaha...u all guess why la...hehe...auntie you really pretty^^

人间。。。

什么是人间？？？
人间所拥有的意义是指我们在世界上所发生的事情。。。

在世界上每一天每一刻都会发生千千万万的事情。。。
我们不知道我们下一秒会发生什么事情。。。
更加别说我们会知道我们的未来是怎样。。。

人们活在着世界上就是要面对种种的挑战和考验。。。
只要我们能坚持我们自己的定义和不放弃，我们一定能达到我们所想要的；
如果失败了也没关系，起码我们有尝试过。。。

每一个人能来到这世界，就有权利珍惜自己的生命。。。
因为我们每一位都是由上帝牵者我们的小手而来到这世界上的。。。
我们都是自己的父母的爱情结晶。。。
所以我们应该珍惜自己也珍惜别人。。。
别轻易的抛弃对方。。。

我们应该要珍惜我们现在所拥有的。。。
不要等到失去了才要去珍惜你所错过的一切。。。
因为我们活在现实的世界里。。。
这就是人间。。。

人间让我们体会到许多的挑战。。。
而一切都会成为我们的回忆。。。
也许我们的回忆当中有酸甜苦辣，但这一切我们都是需要经过。。。

也许我没什么资格说这些。。。
但在我的生活里真的发生了很多的事情。。。
在这些的事情里，我体验到种种的喜怒哀乐。。。
而我也在这些事情当中从错误学习了成长。。。
只要我们悔改一切都还来得急。。。

所以啊。。。
我们应该珍惜我们拥有的一切！！！

p/s: I'm listening "最后一面"