原来爱情不是每个人想象中的那么简单!

♡我爱的还是他♡

原来爱情不是每个人想象中的那么简单!

它需要经历里很多很多的事情。。。

很多的恋情经得起考验却经不起平凡。。。

就因为这样导致分手的下场~~~

今天的我上了一堂人生中无法忘记的课！

也让我深深地记载脑海里面！

原来爱是需要放手，让他自由让他开心！

和他的恋情长达2年半，现在的我才发现自己有多么的可悲！

多么的恶魔！

反省了自己对人处事的行为后才发现自己拥有那么大的缺点！

原来爱是要放手才可以走更远的路！

我终于明白这道理了!

对不起让你受尽我给你的痛苦!

在这里我要像你90度鞠躬道歉！

前面的路好有很遥远，

我们谁也不知道我们下一秒会发生什么事情。。。

或许我们会就这样莫名其妙的死了>.<

所以一定要珍惜眼前的事情！

因为有些事情一转身就是一辈子的事情~~~

我不想错过任何的一样事情！

我知道我很贪心，但这也证明了我珍惜我所有现在拥有的事情！

我真的不想让自己遗憾终生！

所以我很努力维持现在我拥有的一切！

因为我不想自己亲手毁掉我自己拥有的幸福！

我爱的还是他！

人生就是这样！

一定有起有落~~~

没有事情是平平凡凡的！

每一件事情都得经过考验！

所以我也应经得起任何的风风雨雨来证明我对他的真心！

爱一个人真的需要体谅和信任！

爱他就要接受他的所有！

不要试这去改变他而是接受他！

也不必要去改变自己！

因为他爱的本来就是那样的你！

为何要去改变呢？

只要不去做对不起自己另一半的事情就行了！

做好自己的本分最重要！

但是身为女生就应该把自己打扮得漂漂亮亮！

我知道我自己真的不会打扮！

所以我回去试这尝试把自己弄得漂亮一点让你觉得我有在进步而不是在退步！

记得我爱的人永远都是你！

通知

我亲爱的博客们，今天我是来告诉各位我的部落格会很可能暂时停止更新，因为本小姐在这接下来的一个礼拜会在我老公的家乡所以会很少的上来更新，除非那里的线路好。。。但是我会试着更新不让我的部落格生蘑菇或是蜘蛛网>.< 希望在这个假期里我能够真真地享受到我和老公的假期^^
好啦！我也不多说了，因为我现在要准备好自己然后和我老公下KL Pavilion 和 MidVally买一些东西。。。再见各位！别忘了我哦^^

莫名其妙！请你不要封锁自己！

不明白！

真的是莫名其妙啊！无端端被骂被讨厌！我是那里得罪了你？你好歹告诉我你生气的原因啊！不要让我死的不名目啊！最近总是心情不好，都是因为你！！！我真的开始不知道你要什么，不敢和你说话那是因为我怕我说多错多！我真地想讨好你，但你却一直把自己封锁着不让我为你解开！你要我怎样你才会开心？请你告诉我好吗？就算是我请求你！！！

Thanks For the Caring...I'm Fine=)

Guys,
I'm really ok now...
Thanks for your's all caring....
I know my previous post let you all worried about me...
But I'm really ok now....
I really can't imagine why yesterday I will doses like that....
I know that my act was scare you all...
but yesterday I really drank whole bottle of wine and beer....
and get drunk a bit....
haha....
Maybe I too suffer with my life...

Guys,
don't think is my relationship problem o....
because is no...
I know some of you's will think is my relationship problem...
but is not...

haha...
my blog not just for relationship only....
still will write some family, friend or others.....
maybe might less on those post la....
LoLx....

yesterday post is my family problem.....
So I just can pretend quiet and do nothing....

anyway....
Thanks for who are send the comment for me and care about me....
I'm fine now.....
Sorry that I was let you all worried about me.....

p/s: Hope will solve it nicely without argue...
LoLx

Hubby give me Promise❤

Today went to Melaka with my HubBy....
on the way to Melaka....
hUbby buy McD for our brunch.....
so while my huBby driving....
I was feed my HubBy eat.....
*sweet sweet*

HuBby ♥ BaoBei
*ok...I know I'm look so messy>.<*

we went there because my hubby meet someone at there...
that place my huBby got bring me go before....
just don't know call what only....
LoLx.....

After my huBby finish settle all the thing we are going back to KL....
although we don't go to play....
but on the way back to KL we chat a lot....
I love to chat with my HubBy during that time....
cause we easy to say out our thinking.....
at the 1st....
HubBy ask me whether I will follow him when he are going back to Segamat....
I sure answer Him "I will"!
Because he already know that I can't life without HIM!
after I told him....
He was smile.....
cause he want me going back with him also...

after that....
we keep continue to chat.....
chat until the topic become MARRY.....
and I told him when I want to get marry....
after I told him....

Him said this to me:

"If Now I have money to maintain ONE family I will marry you now, because I don't want you work I just want you having a Happiness life and carefree life with me. So now I need to keep telling myself to earn a lot money to marry you and giving you all the happiness♥."

OMG.....
so touch.......
when he told me about this I feel so touch....
because he is the one and only who are saying this to me....
I hope and wish he can prove this promise to me.....
Because I do really Love HIM!

Our Relationship is not easy to build up.....
in our relationship....
we was go through many those crisis....
each crisis let us become more stronger with our ♥LOVE♥!
I believe very couple will have their own crisis....
If we are trust our beloved and ourselves nothing will resist in our crisis....
because of trust we just can have relationship until now....
So we must always trust each other.....

in a "certain people" they will think that I don't know all the true....
but I can tell you.....
I know all the thing....
I just pretend don't know only....
Don't think like I'm don't know all the true....
anyway....
I don't mind already....
because it's already pass.....

Now the important thing is I ♥Love♥ you truth my heart.....
HubBy remember what you promise to me!
I will wait you to prove to me.....
I want you to be my last ♥HubBy♥ in my whole life.....

You are my precious♥
You are my everything♥
You are the ONE and Only♥

♥The kiss that HubBy gave me♥
♥muacksss♥
♥Our Passion LOVE♥

p/s: HubBy remember what you told me today!
I ♥Love♥ you all the time!

♥Time♥

How am I supposed to do>.<

What am I supposed to do???
I feel very complicated NOW!
many bad thing is keep going came to my side....
I feel so stress and suffer with those problem....
I really can't.....
can't handle it!
can't solve it!

Those matter let me tearing this few day....
I scare I will lost everything that I treasure it so much....
especially is YOU!
I know I always let you worried....
but I never think about that I will always like that.....
I really can't control my emotion....
But I will do my best to change away this bad attitude....
because I don't want again an again let you felt disappointed with me!
I know I always let you felt worried because of my emotion....
BiBi I feel so sorry to you because of my bad emotion.....
And you always keep abide with my emotion....
Sorry...

BiBi....
now recently you with friend almost all the time.....
not that I want to blame you....
I just wanna to tell you what I need from you....
just please don't forgot about me....
I still needs your accompany.....
I still needs your care.....
I still needs your Love.....
I still needs your support....

BiBi♥♥♥
please give sometime for me and you!
Although we had been together almost 2 year...
but we still need give sometime for us to date or other to raise up our ♥LOVE♥!
BiBi....
You also know how much I treasure with our relationship....
You know that I won't easily to give up our matter....
Bi♥♥♥
you know why???
Because I treasure every moment with you!!!
I hope and I wish I can be your last girl friend....
and be your Wiffy ♥FOREVER♥....
BiBi♥♥♥
Can I???

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

p/s: I ♥ you not because of who you are
but because of who I am when I am with you.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Sorry to my Lovely ♥HubBy♥

Yesterday my mood was very bad.....
I suddenly cry without reasons...
my HubBy was get shock...
Because I cry for non reasons...

I think I cry because my hubBy want to go out with he friend.....
and I was alone in he place to wait my friend finish her things....
I really scare alone....
at 1st my hubBy was think I don't like he go out with he friend....
but it was no....
I just afraid to stay alone....

After he went out go to find he friend....
he msg me ask what I'm doing at he place....
I just told him I looking my blog and also our Friendster account....Our Sweet Memories
So he ask me back izzit got any problem within us....
I reply him say sure don't have any problem within both of us.....
I told him I was miss our Friendster account only....
because long time did not update photo at there....

after few minute....
HubBy msg me say he fetch me back.....
I was get shock....
because he already promise his friend that he will attend the party.....
but now he was coming back and fetch me....
I call him and ask why want suddenly reject his friend.....
he just said want me faster come down and wait for him because at that place car cannot stop too long and will told me after he come...

So I faster go down wait my HubBy came....
after he came, I quite and did not talk anything....
Suddenly he ask me izzit I understand why he will coming back and fetch me.....
I said I understand....
but he was think that I not understand so he told me....
HubBy say,
because he Love me, care about me and worried me
so he just suddenly reject his friend birthday party and came back to accompany.....

BiBi....
Sorry that I always let you worried....
I know you always care about me just you didn't show out only....
Sorry that I let you mood down with me.....
I really scare be alone....
Sorry BiBi......
I know you change a lot because of me......
I will do my best become your perfect Girl Friend/BaoBei/Wiffy!!!

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

HubBy I♥You
♥Heart You Always♥
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

p/s: sorry HubBy because I let you felt moody!
I really Felt happiness because I have You!
♥muacksssss♥

SORRY Bi.............>.<

I really felt sorry to HIM!!!
Because today I did not told him where I'm going....
and also did not told him when I reach home....
BiBi....
sorry......
Because I let you worried about me.....
Sorry!!!
I promise to you this is the last time and won't happen again!!!
I will always let you know where am I!!!
Today,
I really not purposely!!!!
HubBy, Sorry!!!
I know that I always let you worried!!!!
Sorry because that I always forgotten!!!
>.<

p/s: BiBi get well soon ya.....
BaoBei worried about your healthy=(
Worried Hubby so much.....
Now I miss my BiBi deeply!!!
Can't wait until tomorrow!!!

对不起，因为我的哭泣

BiBi......
对不起我今天的任性...
对不起今天我的哭泣...
对不起我让你生气...

我不是想要这样...
我不是有意的...
我只是害怕...
我害怕失去你...
我只想你告诉我事实...
我知道一切...
但我还是要你自己告诉我...
我要的是你对我的坦白...

我会变成这样都是你...
你让我变得...
变得很焦虑...
变得很神经质...
让我很没有安全感...
我会这样...
我是要你对我更加的关心....
更加的爱我....
给我更多的安全感...
我要的是你对我的爱...
和对我真心....

我不喜欢你对我凶恶...
就像今天的你一样....
Bi........
我希望你能明白我要的是什么....
但我发誓我再也不会像今天一样......

we will ♥Happiness Forever♥
♥Our Happiness♥

p/s: sorry that I troublesome again....BiBi....I Love you...♥heart you♥

izzit I on Diet or I forget it???

*Morning*

Morning guys.....
I just woke up at 5am....
cause need to prepare go to college.....
Now I already done myself.....
and my daddy also woke up...
he force me took my brunch.....
and he done for me a cup of Milo....*wink*
so I need to drink it......
and this also my breakfast in the morning....

yesterday morning about 10am++
I go to subway buy breakfast to my HubBy also for me ya....
so after yesterday 10am brunch....
I didn't took any lunch or dinner for yesterday....
until now I just finish my brunch I just realize I did not took my meals yesterday.....

*OMG*

Izzit I on diet???
haha....
the answer is no.....
because I forgot....
and I tot I was took....

*haha*

when my daddy was know about it....
I get scold again....
cause yesterday I had promise him I will took my dinner before I come back....
But I forgotten....

Sorry.....
won't happen again....
but if I forget to having my meals not my false ya.....
is my mentally problem....
haha.......

p/s: sorry....if I forget also ok...cause I got took my brunch...

-_-'''

stupid look

Morning guys!
since I long time didn't updates my blog because I'm LAZY>.<
now I start become lazy pig.....
and I really tired for everything.....
don't why I easily to get EMO....
and I can't control my feeling...
and Can't control my bad temper...

I always find something to argue with him or make he feel I'm crazy.....
I know sometime he can't tolerate he temperament....
and feel wanna to scold me or any matter....
But I really can't control my bad temper...
and I really don't know why........................

feel suffer with this situation NOW!!!
I really fall apart.....
I hope He will understanding with my situation now....
and I know he know what I'm worried about....
I really need time to calm down all those stupid matter.....

HubBy, Sorry!!! I know recently I always troublesome with you.....
But I hope you will forgive me....
I really not purposely like that....
because of something I just will like that....
I hope that everything will solve it as fast as I can....

p/s: BiBi.....Sorry...sorry...sorry....Sorry... miss u deeply now....HubBy see u later ya^^I'm coming=)muacksss

Going to HubBy Hometown=)

*yippi*

just now my HubBy send me back and wait me to pack all my things...
cause....
I'm going to my huBBy hometown tomorrow....
so guys....
maybe I will not updates any post...
so wait me back from there...
I will be busy that I follow my HuBby go back to he Hometown...
[Johor, Segamat]
guys...
wait me back ya^^
I will back at this Sunday...
so maybe will updates my blog on Sunday or Monday....

and also wish all the mummy and my Lovely MumMy

Happy Mothers Day

p/s: miss huBbY deeply...although just meet him....

tired...>.<

What the hell is going on with me....
I really tired nowadays...
can't sleep well...
can't concentrate well...
always think negative matter...
especially U and Me>.<
Where is my soul???
This few days...
I always in the blur blur action....
when my friend passing by me, I also don't know...
what is my mind thinking???
I really don't know what I'm thinking now....
very stress....
non-reason for this situation....
I can't keep continued like that...
if not I will collapse....
I really need more rest now...

p/s: where is my lovely HubBy???

what should I DO...

what I should do now?
now I really superfluous with those matter...
where is my smiling expression....
Really long time I never have true smiling expression....
although I keep smiling with other....
but that not truly....

*God Help me*

when can I just have my true smiling expression like this photo....
when I just can solve all the bad things....

Not my smile is gone....
when met my HuBbY I still will smile....
cause I don't want my HubBy worried...
But at last I fail...
now he more worried about me....
cause he know I always moodiness...
He really worried about me....

Sorry my Dear....
Cause I let you worried me....
Dear I will solve my problem...
I will do my best!!!
I won't let you worried about me again....
cause I know that I troublesome....
Dear feel sorry to you!!!

p/s: god...help me....I really need your help...I just want my dad faster recover...

Provoke a Dispute

I like to stir up trouble recently...
maybe I'm nothing to do during semester break now....
no no no!!!
I have a lot of thing need to do.....
Cause someone spoil my holiday....
that is my dad relative....

*WTH is going on*

want me to take care my Grandmother...
what!!!!
That mean I cannot have any shopping or learning my driving during this holiday...
It really make me crazy....
They treat me like maid for free of charge...

*WTH*

seldom have holiday for me....
but now...
everything is spoil....
Can't work as part-time to earn money for my 5th semester fees...
Where can I find money for my 5th study payment....
where???
There really self-fish!!!
I hates them very deeply....

Sorry my Dear.....
Cause I keep going stir up trouble with you....
Sorry ah....
Cause I really pressure for it.....
Sorry....

I need more time!!!!
Can I have 48 hours per day!!!!
Can I???

p/s: no money how can I continue my study??? HubBy Sorry that I do so many nonsense thing with you!!!

Sorry Guys...

Sorry Guys...
recently I won't be update my blog...
cause my Internet Service Provide is having some problem....
I will update my blog when my Internet Service Provide problem is solve it...

Back to study mode...
later 5pm still need to sit for my final....
bye>.<

p/s:Sorry guy...