Stress....

recently feel very very stress....
evil around me again....
evil make me suffer...
make me can't breath....

I argue with my HubBy few days ago....
and today I argue with my family....
I really don't know why I easy have bad temper.....
I hurt everyone that I love....
especially my HubBy....

Darling....
sorry that I always let u angry....
sorry that I hurt you...
and I promise you I won't let you angry anymore....
I know that I self-willed....
I know that I always think negative matter....
I know that I always like to flash back every bad and sad memories....
But I hope that HubBy can pardon of me....

You know that you are my everything....
and I will try to control my sentiments....

I think I need some trip to relax....

Evil please go away from my side.....
I no need you to accompany me....
and that's not your job to accompany me....
please disappear around me and my beloved.....

p/s: hubBy still have 6 days is us together 500 days....
I wish we can forever be with each other and forever never end...
HubBy I Love You
♥ muacksss♥