27-4-2009 another date with HubBy Family...

*just done myself*

yesterday it was a great day with my hUbBy family...
at1st me and HubBy go to he bro house find them....
after we meet them we decided go to Mid Vally to having our Lunch....
*haha*
My HubBy felt surprise because I 1st time finish my meals....
cause I always can't finish my meals....
my HubBy bro said maybe is he mom say I eat so little, so I finish all lo....
yup...
that true...
cause he mom said I always eat so little....
so I eat finish lo...
I'm totally full at that moment...
during at that moment we also got take picture with auntie....
but I haven't get that picture...
cause at he bro gf there....

after the lunch...
we accompany he elder bro gf buy laptop....
we go to LowYat plaza....
HubBy mom also go there buy some iPhone stuff....
after finish buy everything....
we go to fetch he 2nd bro gf.....
me and HubBy go to SS2 wait for them to take our dinner....
It was a great day with my HubBy family.....

when my hubby fetch me back...
he ask me....
how I write my blog without photo....
at that moment I just realize I didn't take any photo with HubBy*sob*
then I blame him why don't say early....
but nvm la...
we still got1 photo is take with he mom....
I will Upload this photo later get it.....^^

p/s: I felt my hUbBy mum is happy cause all her son is accompany her and also all her son gf....I won't forget this moment with them

another date with my HubBy=)

Today I really happy....
Cause can hang out with huBby^^
recently I always blame him don't have time to accompany me....
and I sad because of this....
because we don't have time to meet each other....
when he know that,
today 26-4-2009,
8.32am he wake me up....
I felt very surprise,
cause he never wake up so early and bring me go to shopping....
*haha*
so I faster prepare myself...
huBby reach my house 8.45am...
and huBby wait for me done myself....
after that....
HubBy decided go to Puchong Batu14 to eat "Yong tou fu" as our breakfast...
but when we reach there....
that stall still haven't open....
so we change our plans....
We go to 1U....

*reach at 1U*

1st we go to eat our breakfast at Penang house...
after that HubBy decided go to have a movie 1st....
we watch "SNIPER"
while waiting for the movie start...
we cam again...
but is quite blur la...

♥HubBy n BaoBei♥

while waiting the movie start..
*beside our seat is all Uncle n auntie is Couple seat ya*
*1st time all all uncle n auntie sit beside us*

it really awesome...
it really worth to watch it^^

after finish watching we go to Chilis to having out Lunch....

*chilis Grill & Bar*

During our Lunch we cam again....
I like to cam with my huBby...
cause can drop down every moment and memories with him...

*HubBy drink beer*
*bad habit>.<*

*2 spider*

HuBby♥BaoBei

Proud of YOu

*HubBy said this photo look like he looking other girl o...*

HubBy what are u doing???

*try to kiss my HubBy But is fail♥*

their food is okok only....

really can't imagine why still so many people...
maybe is suit with them...
but for us....
just okok only....
and their service is SUCK....
we rather go to T.G.I FRIDAY.....
cause their service is good....
HubBy said he won't go again....
after that we go to shop....
about 3pm go to HubBy place play and disturb him...
and I force him play piano...
Don't know why I really love him to play piano while singing...
I love the moment when he playing....
Love you My Lovely HubBy...
♥muacksss♥
*sorry guy cause I'm using my broken english*

p/s: tomorrow will hang out with huBby again...becasue he mom is came...

I crying because of YOU

I always worried about you...
I always Love with you...
I always Care about you...
and
I always cry because of you...
my tear just for you....
my heart really pain...
I just wanna have happiness with you...
I want it FOREVER....
But...
Izzit I can have it??
I don't know....
Cause I really don't have any confidence for myself.....
I had be defeated...
I know I can't compare with those girl....
I know I'm not the pretty or sexy girl....
and I hate myself because I been defeated with them...
I hate myself why I'm so disappointing....
I really hates myself deeply...
Cause I just know how to cry...
and I just keep crying and crying....

But I just wanna to let you know...
I really can't live without you...
without you I really don't know I still can alive how long...

I need your Care...
I need your Love...
I need your express sympathy....
I need your everything's...
Can I???

Now I still crying because of YOU, I don't know why!!!
But I just want you to LOVE me FOREVER...
Can I with you long last forever???

p/s: I just wanna be with YOU

Should Be....

Suppose to continued my previous post...
But I feel lazy....
So I short cut a bit la...
this seminar is talk about water....

this the propose I receive at there...
inside have...

this seminar is really worth for it...
cause can let us know many knowledge that we never been study...

DOn't know what I want to write le...
no mood....

p/s:Thanks auntie treat me for this seminar....

Feel a bit Regret for it....

Yesterday having seminar with my HubBy, he friend and he brother at Cheras PGRM.
before the seminar...
HubBy came to fetch me 2pm++
He fetch me go to he place 1st to wait him to prepare himself...
at he place...
I force him to tell me why he sleep so late....
After I Force him...
He can't endure me act like a spoiled child...
and he say if I keep going like that I just will regret and spoil all my good thing....
So I say I won't regret.....
When he told me....
I really Regret for it....
Cause he prepare my birthday surprise for me....

*OMG*

I really regret for it....
cause I spoil my birthday surprise...
sad....
But when he let me know the surprise it really touch!!!
at that moment...
I feel wanna to cry cause he really do many thing for me.....
HubBy I LOVE You!
Now my hubby is worried about what he want to do for me during my birthday...
haha...
HubBy, I still wanna surprise from you....

6pm
we go to LRT to meet he Brother at there....
reach at there 7pm++
so he brother decided to eat dinner 1st....
after finish our dinner...
we use LRT go there...
cause 6pm++ the road is terrible jam....
LRT is more convenient...

We reach at Cheras 8pm++

*OMG we late*

What is this Seminar talk about...
haha...
I will tell you all at next post later...
Cause now I need to accompany my dad.....
will be Continued next post....

p/s: HubBy I really proud of you....Cause U really my Guard of Angel....I Love You...HubBy I still wanna my Birthday Surprise...^^♥muacksss♥

Run Away...

If give me a chance I don't want be your Child....
I hate you the most.....
I wanna run away from your heart....
You Hurt me deeply!!!
I hate you....
My holiday spoil because of you...
I give up my part-time job because of you....
and I don't know where can get my study fee for next sem....
And I did not say much and argue with you for this...
Why you still wanna scold me in front of other people....
You know what is my feeling now....
My heart really pain like hell...

I really want to run away....
I just wanna a happiness life...
WHy so hard....
Why....

p/s: why god you so unfair....why want to treat me like this....It really killing me....very suffer for everything....I really want to give up....

What I Need from you...

HubBy,
you know what I need from you...
I need your Care...
I need your Love...
I need your express sympathy....
I need your everything's...

You know why??
Really don't have any reasons!!!
Because I LOVE you!!!
It really....
I said that mean it really mean for it....

All I just need is you....

p/s: I LOVE You more then I love myself...

Provoke a Dispute

I like to stir up trouble recently...
maybe I'm nothing to do during semester break now....
no no no!!!
I have a lot of thing need to do.....
Cause someone spoil my holiday....
that is my dad relative....

*WTH is going on*

want me to take care my Grandmother...
what!!!!
That mean I cannot have any shopping or learning my driving during this holiday...
It really make me crazy....
They treat me like maid for free of charge...

*WTH*

seldom have holiday for me....
but now...
everything is spoil....
Can't work as part-time to earn money for my 5th semester fees...
Where can I find money for my 5th study payment....
where???
There really self-fish!!!
I hates them very deeply....

Sorry my Dear.....
Cause I keep going stir up trouble with you....
Sorry ah....
Cause I really pressure for it.....
Sorry....

I need more time!!!!
Can I have 48 hours per day!!!!
Can I???

p/s: no money how can I continue my study??? HubBy Sorry that I do so many nonsense thing with you!!!

Hate People who like to Betray!!!

Why human like to BETRAY???
Why?
Izzit BETRAY very excite!!!
What's the Stupid behavior....
I really can't understand why Human like to BETRAY!!!
Just Now I know about someone BETRAY her gf....
Cause this guys is 1 of my friend....
cannot say is my friend....
Cause we not really know each other....
I really want to Scold rude word for this guy....

I know that LOVE can't be force....
but if you really don't love her anymore...
pls....
Pls tell the true....
cause no one like their beloved to BETRAY them....

"why the person who say I LOVE you but at last why they still want to say I want stop our relationship"

who know the reasons....
why Love so hard....
why LoVe hurt thousand of people....
why Love so easy be complicated...

I been let someone BETRAY before...
and not the 1st time....
it really hurt me deeply....
just like a pieces of diamond...
a pieces of diamond have been broken...
So from now on...
I hates people betray...
I won't forgive any one who are BETRAY me NOW!!!!
although is my parent or my beloved....
cause this kind of matter really cannot be forgive....
got the 1st time then will continued second and so on....
I don't be the Stupid person in this world......

p/s: Don't try again to betray me....cause you will regret....And I will never be the person who are betrayer!!!

Complicated Feelings

I really feel complicate with my feelings....
many thing is happen around me...
I tot evil is gone....
but evil still keep surround me...
always surround me never stop...
It really kill me....
I can't breath....
really make me suffocate...
I know that I always e.m.o with those situation...
But I really don't have any idea to solve it....
I really want to solve it and try to don't want think about it...
But I can't make it...
when I alone...
my mind will appear those stupid matter was happen last time....
It really like yesterday nightmare...
Now I really scare when I alone....
cause I can feel like many evil is around me...
"they" wanna kill me, bite me and eat me....
really let me collapse....
I don't want be alone....
I don't want....
Can you accompany me Forever Never End???
Can I???

It really complicated.....
now everything is complicated....
What the Hell is going on....
Where is my Guard of Angel.....
I need your protect....

I don't want any complicated life....
I just wanna a simple life.....
Can I have it???

p/s: although my nickname is Angel...But I also need my guard of angel to protect me...I'm not a strong girl u all thinking...I'm really easy to heart broken...