what should I change my style :cute, sexy, or.........

aiyoyo~~~~
recently I suddenly feel wanna change my style...
I also don't know why..
maybe I wanna become more pretty n pretty...
so what should I change my style??
CUTE, Sexy or both of it???
haha...
some1 said I totally is cute so my cute cute look is can't run away...>.<
I ask he suggest what should I change...
He said...
Cute n Sexy o....
izzit I can be this style???
I think is very hard for me...
cause I never been sexy before...
haha...
so can I be cute include sexy???=)
hey guys! can any1 give me some suggestion....
I need yours comment....

p/s: I want become pretty n pretty...

xoxo

Assignment Assignment Assignment....>.<

early in the morning I accompany my family to having our breakfast...
we ate "dim sum" at Puteri...
Those "dim sum" still ok ok only...

so when finish our breakfast we just go home...
cause recently my dad really not feeling well so we cancel all our shopping...>.< *sob*
after reach home...
I decided do my business writing assignment...
cause this assignment submission day on 3 April 2009...
*OMG still haven't start yet*
Now I just done my 50 of survey form...

*too many la... But finally done...*

*until now I just done my cover page only*
still have to do a lot...>.<
aiyo....still blogging...
cannot play le....
is time for me to continued my assignment la...
tata...

p/s: wish my gud luck la... I miss my HubBy now...

xoxo

DAISO Opening Ceremony n hang out with HubBy n he mum

Today 28-3-2009 is Daiso Opening ceremony at Puchong IOI Mall...
I going there because of my huBby relative is there and the owner of DAISO is he relative...
so we go there for support them...

Done myself and waiting my huBby came to fetch me...
about 10.45am++ my huBby reach my house le...
he mummy and he brother gf are there because he brother have some thing to do so he responsible to fetch them at Sunway...

after my huBby fetch me, we directly go to IOI mall...
we reach there about 11am...

here is the New wing for IOI mall...
izzit their New wing concept look like 1U???


here is DAISO at IOI mall Puchong...
this shop sell all the things always is RM5 only...
And everything also imported from JAPAN...
it really worth...
they have sell cosmetic, daily use, pet things, stationary, etc...
really have many people came to support it...
guys...
remember must come to support DAISO ya^^

me, huBby and he bro girl friend accompany auntie to look some stuff...
during our DAISO time it really funny...
And also the first time I met so many huBby relative at the same time...
they really kind...
I also meet some VIP...
felt really supries cause my HubBy know so many VIP...
all also the important people...

after huBby mum introduce those relative and VIP let us know...
me and hubby go to outside waiting he mummy...
while we waiting...
we cam again^^



♥BaoBei n HubBy♥



Boswell ♥ Angel


HubBy why U look so fierce-_-'''
I really like to cam with my Hubby always...
cause I really want to drop down all our time and moment....

after this...
He brother decided meet us at Sunway for our lunch...
so next round we go to Sunway to meet he brother...
HubBy mum suggest want go to eat 'hakka food'...
so we choose the "ying ker lou" restaurant for our lunch...
those food at there quite OK la...

*not photo to u all guys see*

so after our lunch we go to take those staff to them cause he mummy want go to Damansara or Kepong to attend some course...
after that HubBy sent me back...

Don't know why recently I really need my huBby 24hours beside me...
cause recently I will suddenly felt loneliness...
without him I really not safety at all...
because of this I always argue with him....
and I also don't know why...
I don't want have any arguement with my HubBy anymore...
cause it really sad and suffer to us...

HubBy sorry that recenlty I did so many stupid thing...
hope you will understand my feeling...
I really need you...
because I LOVE You...

p/s:having great day with my HubBy and he family...n I love my Hubby so much...♥muacksss♥

Having Dinner at Tenji with HubBy and he family^^

27-3-2009
Today Suddenly meet my HubBy mom...
Cause HubBy mummy come to KL for some course...
So she call me together to having dinner with them...

Before I having dinner with them, I have some argument with my HubBy cause I blame him because he no time accompany me recently...
With this argument I really felt unhappay and I cry...
but suddenly my HubBy mom call him to bring me together having dinner with them...
I really felt surprise...

So I promise him that I will go together with them...
so every unhappy feel is gone...because of this...

Just finish prepare myself...^^
after I done myself then HubBy come to fetch me go to Tenji...
on the way we go to Mont Kiara is having terrible traffic jam...
we almost late for the dinner...
but luckily we reach there on time...

here is the Tenji Japanese Buffet...
this is the second time I come here for my Dinner...
last time I came because of my HubBy Chinese Birthday...
But this time is different a bit...
cause we go together with he mom, he relative, brother and he bro girl friend...

Inside the environment is really nice and comfortable...
what we have do during our dinner...
haha...
sure we chat lo...
*miss all the photoshoot session*

bla...bla...bla...
aiyo...
too many things la...
so I skip this part...

I really enjoy this dinner with he family...
cause there really kind to me....
I also want to thank you to my HubBy mummy to treat me delicious Japanese food for dinner...
Thanks you...

Tomorrow 28-3-09 I need to attend the DAISO opening Ceremony at IOI mall Puchong...
cause this shop is my HubBy relative open de...
so I need to go to support it^^

p/s: today I really did not take any photo with him because of....hahaha...u all guess why la...hehe...auntie you really pretty^^

izzit I really can't breath or what...

Something "great and bad" happened to me always...
Sometime really hurt me...and let me feel so down until now...
til this moment...I gotta pretend like I'm happy...really enjoying with my life...
But...
at night when I was alone in the room...
I could only see the wall and Bearbear only...
and can't feel anything is accompany me...
just left darkness and fear...
I not fear with darkness....just fear deep inside my heart...
that something can't tell...something really can't describe...
I know it will continue to be like that...
even when I'm in the room after finish writing my blog...
really fear for me...
But I will try to solve it...
Cause it really suffer...

No one really can understand this...understand how was I feel...including him...
Cause recently he's with friend almost all the time...
when he faces some troubles he has friends by he side also include me...to help him...to support him...
how about me???
no one will support me...
no...
its actually there are no one to support me...
every time he just tell me to be patient and sympathy...
I really have been lived such a life for the past year...
and I understands this kind of feeling more then everyone does...
I know that I still have him...
but what can he really do... to help me???
sometime I need him...but he is not around me...
I'm not blaming him...
I just wanna to tell him what I want to say...like that only...
Finally I tell out what I really really wish to him...
but...
can he do for me???
I don't know...
Just he will know that answer...
till now....at this moment...
I like living dead...
my body is without soul...
I know in this world there's are no one really can help me as what I want...
there are just only Me can help myself...

I just want to tell you all...
I'm a Human...
not a things...
I have a feeling...
I need someone understand my feeling...
not hurting me deeply like this...
like a pieces of diamond...
I will not confess that I did something wrong...
Cause I really did not do something wrong...
I am who I am...
I'm just the only who am I...
Cause I'm the only one...
this is the things that won't change it...
not even who can change it....

So what will my life after this???
whose know...
whatever it is...
I still will follow what you tell me last time...
I did not do something wrong...
So I won't be afraid for it...

I know my life is complicated...
and full of challenge...
maybe one day I will give up for it...

p/s:life really not that you think so easy...is full of challenging...

Injured again>.<

Sob...=(
I wanna cry la...
Cause my leg injured again...
feel very pain and is bleeding le...

This injured because of my dad lo...
open the drawer never close it let me injured again...
This not the 1st time le la...
Really pain la...
BAD Mood BAD Mood Bad Mood....
>.<

p/s: sob sob sob...

Just Cut my Fringe^^

huhuhuhu~~~~
I just cut my fringe...
really not adapt cause my long fringe accompany long time le...
suddenly my fringe become shorter really can't adapt it...

haha...

But is ok la...
Cause I really satisfied with my fringe now...
Because finally I found my hair stylist that are know what style I want it=)
Thanks e3 Edwin Hair Stylist at Pusat Bandar Puchong...

p/s:finally I have a great fringe..hehe=)

VoTe EaRtH

Hey Guy,
still remember 28th of March 2009 is what event for whole world???
recently all of the TV advertisement also promote this event frequently...
all of the artist also support for this event!

Guys,
Please switch off your light on 28th March 2009 from 8.30pm until 9.30pm!!!
Just for 1 hours only...
Because it the Earth Hour!

Guy,
Remember to switch off you light ya^^

p/s: on that day don't know I will remember or not=)

miss him deeply deeply...

Don't know why,
Suddenly miss my bf so much...
I miss my baby every moment...
I miss him when he hold my hand tightly, hug me and kiss me...
Really hope my HubBy will suddenly appear in front of me,
I will hug him tightly and kiss him...
Cause I don't want to miss any moment with him!!!
I really treasure every moment with him...

HubBy I miss you so much....
BaoBei will always be with you!!!
Love You Forever!!!
muacksss~~~~

p/s:my love will always be with you...cause I care you and Love you!!!

Outing Day with friends....

Hey guy!!!
I promise that I will update my blog!!!
Today I was plan to hang out with my friend at Sunway...

We reach there about 11.45am++
so we decided go to Zanmai having our breakfast+lunch together...
*omg I miss all the photo when we order our food n eating time*

this is the Bil what our eat during our lunch!!!*CheapCheap*

After our lunch we go to buy some stuff for Us^^
haha.....
Today I brought some New stuff for myself!!

1st thing:
Although is not that expensive or branded but it really NICE!!!
let me intro a bit what I brought today:
dada...
is yummy yummy Japanese candy^^
Import from Japan...

This candy is full of Nutrients such as
Protein, Carbohydrate, Collagen and bla bla bla....
and these just cost RM5++ for each only...
It really worth^^

2nd thing:
is a cap...
it really cool ya^^
Just cost RM25++ only...

which one Nicer???
Me or Kapo???
Actually I brought for me bf de^^
hehe^^

After we finish shopping, my friend decided go to Cheong K...
So we go to RedBox for our singing season^^

shame shame la>.< style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51); font-weight: bold;" size="4">
Purposely act de^^
Actually I like to cam... I cam whole day when we singing^^
*dada*

*my stupid look*

Singing season!!!
whose hand behind me??*arg*

my previously College Buddies Alston
he is enjoy when he singing^^

♥Me and Pretty Joanne♥
We know each other since at secondary school^^
Feel so good cause until now we still contact^^

♥Angel♥

♥me me me me me me me me me♥

We go back 5pm++
cause at night we still have another party need to attend!!!
Today really happy can meet you all and having great time with you all^^
Keep In touch my friend^^

*We really feel disappointed with RedBox services!!!
They didn't update new song...
Place very small...
Their food really SUCK....
Really not worth for paying RM36++ for each person!!!*
*Need to Complaint*

p/s:Thanks for giving me a great time with you all

xoxo

Going to Hang out with my Friend*yippi*

2moro I decided to hang out with my friend at Sunway...
Cause we already long time didn't meet each other le...
Miss them so much..........

2moro sure is the Best day for me and my friend^^
hahaha...
I really crazy...

guys........
Look Forward ya....
I will be continue to Update my Blog........
*see ya*
Gud nite^^


p/s:wish u all have a sweet dream*wink*

xoxo

OMG....

Now 5.55am
I just done myself cause later need go to class...
Still in sick...
can I skip my class???
The answer is NO!!!!
Cause today I need to sit for my English3 mid-term test....
Why today have test o....
I really don't know I can handle it or not cause now my mind totally blank , can't think anything...

Now I just only know that TODAY my test is going to DIE!!!!!!!!!

Fall in Sick............

wake up early in the morning cause want call my hubBy wake up to attend he CSC class at 8am this morning...
after I call my huBby, I fall in sleep again=)
Cause is raining day+I very tired so I sleep again^^

I wake up 11am cause feel very cold and can't sleep anymore maybe I fall in Sick le...
hahaha...
I really get SICK le...
High Fever+headache...
really suffer....
really don't have mood today...
pity la....

Supposes today I can relax...
But now I need to stay at home and eat those medicine...=(

I wanna my baby accompany me now....
cause I can feel better when he beside me....

Suffer.........

Disappointed........................

I really feel disappointed with someone...
I worried about somethings that I don't want to happen but at last it was happen..
I really don't know how to solve it...
But I'll just let it go all the problem was happen....

My last decision is........forget all the STUPID problem...

Rainy Day.....

最近的我不知道发生了什么事情...
每天想一些有的没有的的事情...
就是这些事情让我的心情变得很爆躁...
我真的受够了...
我不想再这样的下去,要不然我真的会疯...

从现在开始,过去的事情我再也不想想了...
因为人总是要往前走而不是向后走...
不然我们永远都不会成功!!!

Angel你要加油哦!!!
加油加油加油!!!

p/s: Angel don't give up...Life still going on...cause you're the BEST=)

♥珍惜你身边那个爱生气的我♥因为我真的是很爱你！！！

♥ 我总是会问 : 你在哪 ? 你干什么呢 ?
- 我真的很关心你 , 只是想跟你说说话 ; 你不给我发信息 , 我很矛盾 , 怕你在忙 , 但又忍不住想你 . 换了别人 , 爱干嘛就干嘛 , 我根本不会去关心 . 所以请你一有时间就问候我一下 , 让我放心 , 让我知道你心里有我 . 我总是主动联系你 , 我会觉得我贱

♥ 我说 : 天冷了 , 记得多穿衣服 ~
- 不要嫌我烦 , 不要说我像你妈 , 你妈妈有时可能都比不上我对你的关心 . 换了别人 , 冻死也不关我的事 ! 我知道你不傻 , 我只想让你知道我心里有你

♥ 我说 : 我不高兴了
- 不要怪我无理取闹 , 我不是真的不开心 , 只是想你了 , 只是想要你几句安慰的话 : 乖 ~ 别闹了 ~

♥ 我总说自己又胖了或者长得不够漂亮
- 不要觉得我嫉妒别人 , 我只是怕在你眼中不够完美

♥ 我总说你看谁谁谁他们怎么怎么样
- 不要说我贪慕虚荣 , 总羡慕别人 , 我只是想让你知道怎样做能使我高兴

♥ 我说你看谁多有钱 , 长得多帅
- 你不用生气 , 在我里 , 你是最好的 , 我只是想让你为了我努力奋斗

♥ 我不分场合的抱你 , 吻你
- 我不是炫耀什么 , 只是想让别人知道我们俩有多好

♥ 我总说我会帮你 , 让你有事找我
- 其实我知道我帮不了你什么 , 我只想让你知道你还有我 , 我永远在你身边陪你

♥ 不论是过马路还是走在哪 , 我用手死死拽住你的胳臂
- 不要说我粘人 , 我只是告诉你我信任你

♥ 我总是会走在你的左边
- 不要说我多事 , 我只是想离你的心更近一些

♥ 我看到你跟别的女生亲近一些我就会生气
- 别说我小气 , 不信任你 , 我其实是在吃醋 , 这表示我分在乎你

♥ 我爱忧伤 , 爱掉泪
- 别怪我多愁善感 , 我只是缺乏安全感 , 你要知道 , 我很少会为别人流泪

♥ 在买东西时我总征求你的意见
- 别说我没主见 , 依赖你 , 我只是尊重你 , 凡事以你为先

♥ 出去吃饭 , 我吃得很少说吃不了 , 让你替我吃
- 别说我挑食或者浪费 , 我只是怕你吃不饱

♥ 买东西我总买便宜的
- 别说我小气 , 我只是想为你省钱

♥ 给你买东西 , 总买贵的
- 你可能不需要 , 不喜欢 , 但别怪我浪费 , 我只是想告诉你，我可要把最好的留给你

♥ 跟你在一起总爱玩失踪
- 别说我淘气 , 吓唬你 , 我只是爱看你急着找我的样子 , 证明一下我对你来说是重要的

♥ 我总假装生气转身离开
- 记住 , 我不是真地想走 , 离开时想要被挽留

♥ 我会突然冷淡你 , 或向你撒娇
- 别怪我孩子气 , 我只是想让你哄哄我


永远不会发脾气的女人就如同一杯白开水 -- 解渴 , 却无味


♥ 你迟到 , 我向你发脾气
- 是因为我紧张你 , 我怕你出了什么意外

♥ 你抽烟 , 我向你发脾气
- 是因为我担心你的身体健康

♥ 你喝酒 , 我向你发脾气
- 是因为我担心你酒醉后没有人照顾 , 更怕你在酒吧会出什么事 , 留下我一个人

♥ 你身上被发现有别的女人香 , 我向你发脾气
- 是因为我在乎你 , 你是她我所有 , 我不想跟别人分亨你

♥ 你臭袜子乱扔 , 我向你发脾气
- 是因为我关心你 , 我怕有一天你会被自己的臭袜子淹没 , 所以我要先把你训练好

♥ 你忘记我的生日 , 我向你发脾气
- 是因为我对你有所期待 , 我并不会要求一个陌生人记住我的生日


~ 女人是最讲理的动物 , 我的脾气往往导因于各式各样的理由
~ 女人也是最不讲理的动物 , 我的理由经常令人无法理解


女人可以为了一件小得不能再小的事 , 发一场大得不能再大的脾气 , 因为女人对身边的男人有所要求 , 有所期望 , 所以常常会失望 ; 失落 .
因此 , 女人容易对男人发脾气

身边有个会向你发脾气的女人 , 其实是一件多么幸福的事 !
而身边有一个会让自己发脾气的男人 , 对女人是最大的折磨 , 也是莫大的幸福 !


假如有一天 , 我不在为你生气 ..
留下的只有漆黑的房间 , 慌乱的心跳 , 述说着心灵深处的痛楚 ,
那寂寞的思念 , 那暗淡的惆怅 , 还有那幸福的幻觉 , 独自呓语 !


当有一天 , 女人不在对男人发脾气的时候 , 那么一切就即将结束了 !
那是因为她累了！！！
她再也不想那么累的爱你了！！！
不是她不再爱你，
而是她真地累了！！！

请不要让你们身边的女人告诉你说她累了！！！
要好好的珍惜你身边那爱你女人，因为她真的是真的很爱你！！！

WhY...wHy...WHY..............

Why people must hide the TRUE???
why don't tell all the TRUE???
Why???
WHo can tell me???

Really Suffer....

What is trust???
Why I don't TRUST you???
Why??
Izzit because of You don't tell me the TRUE???
Yes!!!!
That right....

why???
I really don't Understand why U can't tell the TRUE to let me know...
You know all your falsehood I know...
My heart really pain because until now you still lie with me!!!
You tot me still like last time so Stupid ah let you cheat....

Can you tell me why???
Give me a reasons!!!!
Why U still don't say the true with me!!!!
I want the answer from you!!!

p/s:Hate ppl don't tell the TRUE, cheat me and Betray ME.......

每分每秒我都在想你

HubBy...
U know I miss U like Crazy???
U know every minute every second I Miss U deeply???
I really hate this semester every Wednesday...
Cause I can't meet u because I don't have class.....
Today is Wed, so that mean I can't see u...
I know HubBy U can come to find me...
Dear....
I really miss u so much...
I miss Ur every moment...

p/s: HubBy I feel so moody n not safety without You!!!!!!!!

MOoDy Day >.<

Don't know why recently I feel so moody....
emo-ing until crazy....
Do many Nonsense thing with my Bf and I let him Insane....
hahahaha.....
My mentally really got problem le....
Who can tell me why I'll like that de??????

Recently I worried about my DAD....
cause my Lovely Dad is fall in sick....
Hope My Dad Will get well soon....

Beside that I also rushing my assignment....=(
my stupid Malaysia Studies Assignment next week need to submit le....But Until now Our assignment still haven't start yet....
suppose is group assignment...but NOW I need to do with my own....
Not fair ah......
Pity la me..........
haiz..............................................................

And also I need to do my Business Writing Assignment....
this assignment really troublesome....
I need to find article and do survey form let 50 people to answer it....
Really Troublesome ah.........arg.........

Maybe those problem let me moOdy....
I really hope this feeling will disappear soon....
If not I will get crazy soon....

But Now I just want my bf accompany....
I miss him so much.....
Hubby....
I wanna see my HubBy lolx......
Cause I miss him muchie muchie....
hahaha......

p/s:haha....me n HubBy again^^ muackssss.......
When I saw this photo I will feel better....
cause in this photo is full of our Happiness....