近况!!!

自拍永远离不开我!

其实我自己可以很独立!!!
其实我自己可以很勇敢!!!
这是要看我自己敢不敢踏出第一步!!!

最近的我在减肥当中!!!
但是减肥真的好痛苦!!!
因为很多好吃的食物我都需要戒掉!!!
比如我最爱的：
黑巧克力，冰淇淋，蛋糕还有很多很多... ...
很多高热量的食物我也不能动~~~
没办法，为了要达到自己的目标所以要努力!!!
我要让自己美美的，瘦瘦的!!!
因为瘦瘦的身材能穿出好看的衣服~~~
虽然减肥是很痛苦的事情，
但是当自己看到成绩的时候别人赞赏你的时候，自己真的会有满足感!!!
就会觉得自己的用工没有白费^^
但是我还是会选择健康式的减肥法!!!
人要变漂亮也得注意自己的健康!!!
这是我给我自己的宗旨!!!

其实我让我自己有着个这样的目标是有原因的!!!
是什么原因等我成功了我会一一地告诉你们!!!

我心中有好多好多的话想告诉你!!!

也有好多的秘密!!!

又是哪个人在乱散播谣言???

我得罪了你吗???

我真的无言了!!!
我也累了!!!
我真的不知道你是谁!!!
我不知道你为什么要乱散播谣言!!!

我只想问你，
我得罪你了吗???
为什么要在我的背后搞那么多的小动作!!!
为什么要和别人说我是第三者!!!

我真的不知道我是得罪你那里!!!
我在明你在暗!!!
真的搞不懂为什么你要这样做!!!
这样做你会开心吗???

我真的不明白!!!
我也不知道该对你这无聊人说什么了!!!
除了不明白还是不明白!!!
嘴巴是你的，我真的是无权阻止你说任何的东西!!!
你要说就说吧!!!
因为我真的管不着!!!

Angel Pls dun lost the Direction!!!

Dun wan stand at the Crossroads!

Am I lost???

I lost the way how am I gonna to success my life!!!

I dunno which way I should go!!!!

I do really feel so tired on it!!!!

I tried with everything!!!!

Keep thinking ; Keep Finding!

But I still can't make my mind clear!!!!

I really dun have any direction to keep on moving truth!!!!
too many things I wan to do but I really dunno which one should start first>.<
Just day 5 for my holiday I can stress like this!!!
Study also didn't stress like now!!!!
I scare I dun have so many confidence to make it!!!
I scare I will fail!!!!

Nowadays I keep finding job which is suit for me!
OMG!!!!!
Too many choices let myself stress also....
because dunno which one is better for me>.<

Now I keep thinking izzit the course I study is the one I like???
Izzit my interest for this???
The answer in my mind is : NO!!!
But now I already dun have choice to blame so much!
Cause it is my time to go out work to earn money back!
So I need to face on the fact I having now!!!

So Now first thing I should do is Cool down myself let myself have a clear-headed!!!
because I know it will have the way to settle it nicely!!!!

I wish someone can give me confidence to do it!!!
He is the most Important person in m heart!!!!
I do really need your support!!!! [you should know I'm saying you!!]

Hope I'll not lost the direction to success my future!!!!

GO! Go! GO! 

Now keep remain myself dun lost the direction!!!!

P/s: I wish to have your shoulder to rely on side for me and lead me the direction!

Have a Sweet Date With Mr.B♥

Me and Mr.B♥

at The Curve

Today is Our Malaysia National Day!

But for Me and Mr.B♥ is Our Date Time

Finally we have time to Date and build up our relationship~~~

Tell the truth we already 2months didn't go out have a Date already because both of Us was busy with our own things so always dun have time to have a Date>.<

But this time not same...

Mr.B♥ knew I having holiday and getting bored during this holiday he was arrange some time to Me^^

So we have time to dating and chit chat all day long=)

So today early morning we sms-ing from 12am to 6.30am.....

after that Mr.B♥ appear in-front my house at 6.30am to fetch me to have a date~~~

So as usual we go to Mr.B♥ house 1st to let him to have some rest 1st....

At 3pm like that we went to The Curve to shopping and dating^^

Is Our dating time=)

Reached that about 4pm because having heavy rain and traffic jam....

We reach there 1st place we went to is PapaRich to meet Mr.B♥ friend so after met we go to took our 1st Meal for the Day>.<

After few min we discuss finally we go to TGI FRIDAY to have our 1st meal for the day^^

[both of us keep fit but went to TGI FRIDAY we fail because every course meal Mr.B♥ order is high calorie]

but never mind~~~

Because we not always having this kind of high calorie food^^

Ocean a while is ok^^

After we finish our meal we went to the stage there to waiting for the Baba show by his Friend Joe=)
It's a nice and funny Baba talk show=)
After that we go to walk around~~~
Went to Pet shop at Ikano Center there^^
OMG!!!!
Both of Us saw 1 Pomeranian it's really cute to the MAX!
But the price is so scary!
Cost RM9999 !!!
I wish to bring back that Cutie if I got so much of money>.<
LoLx!
Both of Us saw that puppy until dun wan go home because that puppy it's really too cute!

Today I really felt so happy because can be with Mr.B♥
I could really wish on that moment the time can stop Forever>.<

Now we are planning when to get back to His hometown to have some rest>.<
I really wish can faster went to there^^
Because I Love that place so much^^
I can't wait the moment!

Mr.B♥ thx for everything that you giving Me♥

♥Love You♥

Pls!!!

Will you know I Miss You so much???

That's me!

The recently Me!!!

Look so tired with no mood!!!!

I am damn hate myself so much!!!!

Because now I having my long holiday...

dunno when will end my holiday until I find my job!!!!

So stress about it!!!

Can anyone accompanies me go to release my stress???

I really Stress to the MAX!!!!

Now I rather go to have some part-time job....

because can earn money for me to waste.....

I really dun want stay at home....

even one second I also dun want!!!

Pls bring me out to this kind of STRESS PLACE!!!!

p/s: Will you know how much I miss you and how much I need you???

I feel Sad because of ... ...T.T

Can Time stop on the day I wan Forever?

yuhoo~~~
My Final Semester Final Exam is over~~~
I suppose should be happy because of my final is over!
But I totally can't feel happy!
Because is time for me to work and have no time to find him already....
I can't wake him up like as usual how I wake him up....

I do really miss the moment when we together like that always go to college together!
But start from now I can't do those matter anymore!
I really dun wan be like that!
I'm afraid I will loss him like that!
I really dun have any confidence for myself!
I scare everything will be change because I graduate!
God, can you pray for me???
Can you help me to find back my confidence???

I really dunno what I want to said already....
too many thing want to said but I dunno how to express out!
Stay tune for it...
I'll be back to express out my feel right now....

Now I wan to recommended you all One music Video that I fall in love recently and I found out the lyrics is so meaningful.
This Music Video is sang by Dance Flow name "迷人的危险"

This part of the lyrics I Love the most

為什麼最迷人的最危險

為什麼愛會讓人變殘缺

為什麼那麼痛

還敢拿胸口再擋銳利傷悲

我的心已經等妳好多年

愛不說滿到自己快淹滅

那是無法解釋 矛盾的死結

如果說沒察覺就是欺騙

我很抱歉讓信賴和相愛模糊了界線

你掙扎感覺 我也難過地了解

我不配站在你眼前

你的痛怎能看不見

Happy because of ... ...^^

♥The Princess of You♥

Dunno why today I feel so happy without any reasons>.<
Today as usual 6am++ reach my Babe place cause need my Babe help me on my Final....
But at last I didn't touch anything>.<
We just keep chit chat and play around....

Today I really feel happy just because of Him!
I also dunno why.....
Just feel so warm cause already long time I didn't feel like this already!
Babe you know what?
Just a small matter is already can let me feel so warm and Happiness!!!

Babe pls remember you told me what and also what I told you!
All it's come truth my heart♥♥♥♥
Everything I told you I really mean it♥

Babe Hope our matter can solve it Nicely and I promised to you I will get good result to you and show you how much I Love you and put how much effort on this Final just because of ♥YOU♥!!!

p/s: is gonna go to take a shower and study for my Final tomorrow>.<

我不是完美的女生，但是我会证明我是！

我不是你们心目中的百分百女孩！

因为现在的我不配！

我知道我不是完美的女生！
我知道我不是百分百的好女儿！
我也知道我不是很好的朋友！
我更加地知道我不是百分百的好女朋友！

所有的人都在嫌弃我！
所有的人都在讨厌我！
所有的人都在排挤我！

我永远都挤不进你们的世界！
我还配留在你们每一个人的身边吗？
我根本不配！
我真的是失败之中的失败！

我真的不知道要如何去和每一个人沟通！
我不是那些会假惺惺的人！
我的所有的心情都会摆在脸上！
我开心的时候每个人都会看得出来！
我不开心的时候脸上有时候却会摆这一张臭脸让人讨厌！
我不喜欢自己伤心的时候脸上却要摆着笑容，因为真的很幸苦！
我不喜欢明明伤心却要装成很开心的样子！
为什么就不能坦诚地面对一切呢？？？
开心就说开心；不开心就说不开心！

对！
我知道我这样的行为真的是会令人讨厌！
因为会很扫兴！
但是这就是我！
我也不想的啊～～～
我也是需要人关心和在乎我的感受！

但是现在的我却学会了如何面带笑容渡过所谓的人生！
人生总是会围绕着酸甜苦辣！
我真的不相信我的人生只有永远都那么的低潮和失败！
我知道有一天我会成功！
我会得到我想要的一片天！
我知道有一天我会得到我想拥有的事情！

我要让全世界的人都知道，
我 “陈美仪” 是不会被击败的！
我要让那些曾经瞧不起我的人跌破眼镜！
我要让他们知道我是有实力的！

我也不想被任何的人来摆布我的未来！
只要我喜欢我就去做！
朝着自己的梦想去做！
因为每个人都有属于自己的梦想！
你不可以及没有权利去阻挡每个人要的梦想！
所以我也不例外！


自己偶尔也可以尝试不同的事情来增值自己的知识！
让自己活得更加的精彩！
不要每天把自己关在所谓的笼子里！

所以现在的我不是你们心目中的百分百女生！
因为现在的我不配！
虽然现在的我不配，
但是总有一天我会证明给你们看我是！！！


正在努力地向前走！
迈向我的梦想！！！

这是一种赞美吗？

我真的有那么年轻吗？

我像日本妹咩？

刚刚陪我的父母去移民厅办理他们的护照~~~
早上早早7点就到了~~~
无意中有位男子向我借笔填表格还问我怎样填>.<
帮我父母填完表格就帮他们把表格交上去，
但是我母亲的却被拒绝了那是因为身份证的晶片有问题需要到登记局申请过～～
就因为这样我们去了登记局申请又在回去移民厅交表格～～
当到了移民厅我忘了帮我的母亲复印所以就走去复印，
就在复印的时候我又碰见那位向我借笔的男子～～～
他也和我的母亲状况一样因为身份证晶片有问题要去登记局申请过～～

就这样我就和那位男子聊了起来～～
说真的我真的不知道我自己和他聊了什么～～～
我只知道他明明就会自己填表格也明白表格的内容，
但是我就是不明白为什么他要盼不会填呢？？？
真的是很奇怪叻～～～～
当他问我是不是高中生的时候，
我说我不是高中生还告诉他我的年龄的时候他的反应确实如此的惊吓!
停顿了几秒钟却说我一点也不像21岁的女生比较像日本的可爱的高中生！
哈哈哈哈～～～
我真的样子真的有那么的年轻可爱吗？？？
为什么我母亲每天都亏我老得像老女人一样>.<

说真的当听那陌生男子这样说的时候，
我难免会高兴的^^
但也会在想他是不是在口花花的哄我开心！
但是算了啦～～～
因为我又不认识他～～～
但是还是谢谢他让我觉得自己还是那么年轻可爱又像日本妹的高中生的！
哈哈哈哈～～～
其实已经不是第一次让人说我像日本妹或是从漫画人物跳出来的人物了～～
都听惯了～～～

我又开始自夸自己了！

我真的死性不改！

哈哈哈哈!!!

Is time to study Harder!!!

The way I spent my day with Cam-whole^^

I'm back but dunno wan to blog about what.....

haiz~~~~

no point to me....

I'm stress to the MAX now....

1 more week I gonna sit for my Final Semester Final exam.....

but until now I really can't recall any material that my lecture teach....

Cause most of the time those lecture is keep chat with student...

I think this time I sure DIED lo!!!!

One more presentation on this coming Tuesday.....

I haven't prepare also...

Due to my laziness!!!

Now I still wan go to shopping....

I think I already more than 2month didn't step into shopping mall shop like crazy women....

I dun care.....

After my Final I really wan go to shop as much as I can!!!

I wan to spend money on my cloth....

because long time didn't buy any cloth to myself le....

sob~~~~~

I wanna dress up myself nicely and pretty^^

Haiz~~~

After final I just have One month holiday only....

Because on the following month I need to start my job.....

Also is time to earn money to my further business and my own family....

really hope I can make it.....

Because I HATE people look down me!!!!!

I HATE those people who think I no mature!!!!

So I gonna make it!!!!

ok......

Now I think is time to let myself work hard on my final......

After final I can enjoy and have freedom^^

hehex.....

Really can't wait for the moment!!!!