My frame of mind....

don't know why recently my mood just like corkscrew...
suddenly feel happiness....
suddenly feel moodiness....
my mood really like "SHIT" !!!

*OMG*

my tear just like the tap...
I cry non-stop this few day....
I really don't know why....
my tear will drop down easily...
when saw him, I just have the feel want to cry....
I need he hug when I cry...
I want him hug me tightly when I cry...
I need him love dearly me....
I want him comfort me like child....
I really want him right NOW!!!
Dear where are u now???

p/s: without him...my body is death like without soul....My soul is fly away when he no beside me...

Semester Break...5th semester is coming>.<

finally finish my final exam...
this semester is over....
*yippi*
finally I can rest....
but just for 2 week only....
after semester break is my new 5th semester...

at first I think I can rest during my semester break...
but now I need to find part-time event job to help my financial problem.......
I really need money....
last time I won't think money is important to me....
but now I realized money really important for me...
cause if I have money I can do any thing I want....
anyone can recommended me part-time job???
I need it urgent.....

p/s: wish money can drop from sky...lolz...

I'm Back=) n I miss "HIM"

Hey Guy..
I'm Back....
sorry cause my Internet Service Provide is SUCK....
let me can't update my blog...>.<
but now is ok le...
everything is Solve....
Let's flash back what happen in Friday...
On Friday...
I have my Business Writing Final exam at 5pm....
but I really don't have mode to study....
I just chat with my classmate at Library....
you guys sure think where is "B" sob....
He is go back to hometown after he exam....
but he still got accompany a while....
I really felt sad because he need to go back....
I cry because of this....
I cry non-stop....
He also try to comfort me....
and said will come back at this Sunday n give me surprise...
I know that he just comfort me....
but I also keep crying...
cause I really miss him and need him so much....
now I really miss him so much...
Now I just can waiting him come back....
"B"....
where are u....

p/s:miss u deeply...

Sorry Guys...

Sorry Guys...
recently I won't be update my blog...
cause my Internet Service Provide is having some problem....
I will update my blog when my Internet Service Provide problem is solve it...

Back to study mode...
later 5pm still need to sit for my final....
bye>.<

p/s:Sorry guy...

my stupid behavior to "B"

yesterday my Darling came to my house having dinner with me=)
I really miss him a lot....
Suddenly....
he give me a KISS^.^
*Happy*
after we finish our meals...
we play some game at my room....
he help me play....
during my HubBy busy for the game...
I go to disturb him...
I cam whole with him...^^

*ops...my ugly face again>.<*
You all see...
What he want to do with me???

*Angel-Da Tou-ah bear*
now ah bear is MINE^^

HubBy and BaoBei
*always stick with you HubBy Boswell*

I'm totally crazy....
*becasue he hug bear=(*

My hubBy said this is he style...

Our funny face^^
*I let my HubBy crazy with me*

Finally have Nice Nice Photo^^
*HubBy I know that I'm not the pretty girl and I know I can't compare with other girl but 1 thing I need to let you know is I have my true heart to LOVE you Forever...But I hope that you will felt happiness with me!!!*

When HubBy at my home, I can felt happiness with him...
cause I won't felt any unsafely....
without him I always felt very down....
and I also know him always try to accompany as he can....
Now I really hope Him will appear in front of me now....
I need he hug and Kiss...
because some of the reason I feel very E.M.O now....
I really want him beside me now....
I know that won't happen...
cause tomorrow he got test...
so now he need to study...

Tomorrow my huBby need to sit for another paper for final....
that's Retail Marketing at 5pm to 7pm....
Wish my HubBy can have good result...^^

p/s: miss him muchie muchie>.<>

Flash Back Our Memories=)

Since I have nothing to do now...

*suppose study my final for this Friday-Business Writing*

I suddenly feel want to flash back everything You and Me...

Today we has been together 462days...
*sure we will continued our relationship forever never end*
during this 462 days...
It has been happen many sad and happy thing for us...
as you all know...
not every couple have the perfect ten relationship....

*sorry guy!I'm not curse you all have bad relationship with your lover I just mean that every couple have their own problem and happiness*

Cause it really hard to make it...
sure sometime we'll have some argue with our beloved...
If we can through those ordeal or crisis sure our relationship can and will be long last forever!!!
During those ordeal sure we will sad and suffer...
and time will pass very slow....
if we trust our beloved sure we can easily to get true those ordeal....
cause LOVE needs TRUST!!!

For me....
our relationship it's really full of ordeal....
cause those ordeal is continued came to my side....
it really kills me...
sometime I really feel wanna to die because of those ordeal keep going came to my side...
let me felt heart broken, setback, suffer and disappointed!!!
and felt wanna to give up with this relationship...
Luckily I did not give up with our relationship...
cause I trust I will let him know that he choose me is not the wrong choices...

I know that we was having some bad memories in our mind cause something was already happen last time....
because of you...
you really gave me very deeply memories for this matter....
I really can't forget it....
cause you do twice time....
I really feel heart broken when I know it....
I know now you change a lot because of.....me*I hope is me lolx*
many people also scold me why I'm so silly and stupid during in LOVE with you...
I know I'm silly....
But one things that I know is I LOVE YOU TRULY...
I never LOVE someone before like this....
I also don't know why...
maybe you are my Mr.right!!!

I really hope everyone can blessing not curse us with our relationship...
because I really treasure our relationship!!!

Now let me flash back all my memories with You an Me...
here:
How we know each other???
here is my HubBy said at our friendster there.... We know each other since December 2007 through Friendster ^^ After that He met Me in a camp with a sudden situation.*is CCS camp at Putra Jaya* And then we met each other very sudden also in our class ^^ Means we are studying same course , same class , and also same college as well in a sudden too =p my HubBy said: Everything comes very sudden , so we also been 2gether very sudden at 8-1-2008.
Click Here is our Profile...

this is 1st time took photo with him...
during that day is the CNY celebration 2008 night event...
Because of Him...
I won the GRAND PRIZE of the Lucky Draw at that time...
it really full of memories for us....

this photo we took during the celebration of the CCS member party...
omg...my face really chubby>.<

*omg why I Look so ugly*

this photo we took at SUnway...
also is OUr 1st Date at Sunway2-2-2008....
that time we really have a great moment and memories....
because is our 1st date...
I really enjoy the date with him....
but I felt shy...
Until now I also don't know why....*lolz*
for more photo or our detail pls Click Here this is Me and My HubbY friendster profile...
guys...U all must add us at there ya^^
because is Private Profile....
and we'll welcome u all to add us.....
Or you guys also can add me click here
here is our recently photo...
here we have a lot for funny photo=)

start from Now on,Our relationship is full of happiness and full of trust. HubBy also promise me he won't Leave me alone and I also promise him I won't Leave him alone.... So We won't Leave each other alone anymore!!!

p/s:waiting my HubBy come to my House now...I will hug him tightly and Kiss Him...HubBy Hope U also will felt happiness with me...Love You...muacksss

xoxo

Still have 2 paper>.<

today finally done 2 paper for final...
so I still have 2 paper for final...
that is Business Writing and English3....
wah...
Those paper have a bit difficult...
especially at the essay part....
really take my time to done those paper....
I really hope this 2 paper can pass....

*worried about the result*

haiz....
really sad day for me today...
And I cry again...
I cry at College before the Malaysian Studies final start....
cause we argue again...
we argue because of me...
because I did not told him that someone contact with me...
and he feel angry with me...
HubBy...
sorry...
cause I really not intentionally don't want told you...
Darling can you forgive me...
I promise you I won't do it again...

p/s: sorry my DEAR...you really important in my heart n you are my everything...♥Love U♥...muacksss~~~

where is my mood>.<

Suppose Now I should study for my final tomorrow...
but now I'm totally no mood study...
who can tell me why???
izzit because I miss "B"

Izzit you all think I'm too daring for it...
haha...
I also feel I'm too daring for it...
But not choice...
cause I really don't have any mood to study....

Now I worry about my final...
cause I never study at all...
so how???
I think I should stop here and go to study my 2 stupid subject for tomorrow...
guys...
wish me good luck...
bye...
sweet dream to u all
hope tomorrow I can handle it=)

p/s:miss HubBy until I can't study...

xoxo

Watching Movie at Sunway=)

Today after my class,
my friend decided wanna go to watch movie...
so after class we directly go to Sunway book our ticket....
I was suggest to watch
"He's Just Not That Into You"
This movie today just show up only...

It's really great story....
this story is told us about relationship with our lover...
it really touch and also have a bit mad with some of the actor on this story...
cause it really done something wrongly with he wife...
he lie to he wife and outside have another girl...
It really despicable guy...

arg..........

This movie it really worth to watch...
rate 4.5/5

Why I so mad with that guy at this movie...
maybe in my life had happen before...
really hurt for me...
and can't imagine when give someone betray you....
but now everything is ok le...
everything is normal back...
Now I also In LOVE with "B"
and I feel happiness with "B"
Hope our relationship can be Love Last Forever!!!
Dear You are the One and the Only for Me!!!
♥muacksss♥

p/s: can't play anymore...Need to study for my final...>.<

Boring Day....

Today felt boring....
cause stay at home all the time...
Boring until let me crazy.....

No choice...
cause My final is coming already...
need to stay at home to study...
This Saturday need to sit for 2 paper...
from 8am until 7pm...
really take my time....

*God pls help me*

I think after my final I really need to find some part-time job or plan some activities for myself...
or hang out with "HIM"
cause really long time didn't hang out with my HubBy le...
Really hope can having great Holiday with my HubBy^^

p/s: Now I miss my Hubby so much.....